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I’m going to copy and paste my journal entry from last night.

“Jesus fucking christ.

Honestly feel somewhat traumatised.

It happened so quickly.

I don’t want to relive it. My heart rate increases whenever I think about it. I don’t even want to write about it.

I’ll write it here and then not again.

I attempted to take a $1000 wig from a store.

They caught me. They noticed it was missing and at this point, I knew I was fucked. There wasn’t any excuse I could give. The guy then asked to check my bag, and I started to panic, so I tried to say that my friend was outside and I had to leave, but at this point, it went from 0 to 60 real quick - (and my memory is patchy which frankly I’m grateful for) they grab me and my bag as fast as lightning and they try to wrestle it out of my hands, swearing in my face and saying they’re going to call the police, as I try to hold on to it and run, eventually the bag breaks and I pull it away and I run out the store. My hand is bleeding. I jog down the street, not sprint, as to not draw extra attention. I go down a side street, onto another street, and then into a random building and into the basement.

No one is in the basement. I attempt to empty a garbage bin so that I can hide in it - I was hiding from the cops at this point. The bin was too full so instead I crouch in a corner for about 45 minutes.

I lost my fucking <bus card>, by the way. I was concerned that they have it and that they can find me, but I checked and it’s not linked to my account so I doubt it.

I am frequently checking the <local police> page to see if they post me on there. I’m thinking they probably won’t, but it’s a possibility and I need to be prepared.

I don’t want to sleep.

I’m afraid of what I’ll wake up to tomorrow.

I’m afraid of having nightmares and having to relive it. Maybe I can try to stay up. I don’t know.

I feel somewhat pathetic for having this reaction to the event.”

I didn’t get the wig, by the way. Which frankly I’m salty about lol.

I’m not really sure what to do from here. I’m still keeping an eye out to see if my face is posted online. Reason tells me I should stop lifting all together, but another part of me says whatever, I’ll just wait a bit, and then resume but only with less valuable things. I don’t know.

We’ve all heard the ‘don’t get cocky’ warning, this is a perfect example of WHY.

Change your hair, style, hell everything imo you do not want to look anything like you do right now cos by the sound of it there’s a high chance they’re on the lookout.

A $1000 wig? I’m all for luxury hauls but c’mon. It’s hair. Most likely a wig that someone took a lot of time and effort into making.

my brain:

HAUL + STOPPED STORY

🌸 Shirt $14.95

🌸 Blue skort $68 (it’s actually so gorgeous)

🌸 Lip balm $12.95 (smells hella tastes kinda gross tbh)

🌸 **Hand cream $12 (BRUH HERES WHERE TE STORY IS AT)

🌸 Rings $??? (there were a lot more, my friend and I split them! The heart one matches my friend’s 💖)

STORY TIME

So I’m at **L in this shopping centre and I’d just picked out the pictured cream I wanted, it was just meant to be a quick grab and go.

There was only one SA on. I did my usual conceal method of putting my phone over the item, and then putting the phone + item in my bag. All peachy, always works. When all of a sudden there’s this man behind me looking at me rather intensely, and my dumbass thought he was just checking me out. I pretend to look at the other stuff in the store. The man starts talking to the SA in a hushed tone (red flag hello). Then the SA walks over offers me some TE A?? (They’ve done that before so I didn’t think anything of it) She gave me more attention than the other customers so I really was being sloppy when I didn’t realise. I don’t ditch.

I walk out of the store, and head to the escalators, when the SA COMES UP BEHIND ME AND ASKS TO LOOK IN MY BAG. Panicking, I was like, sure (I didn’t want security called on me), walked up the esca to the floor and very quickly while walking, (my back is still to her) transfer the item into my bra. She checks my bag, finds nothing, was like, that’s ok! And leaves.

Too fucking close for my liking. Thank God I took the esca, bc I otherwise I wouldn’t have had an excuse to keep walking and hide the item.

The man who snitched was definitely a customer and not LP bc he wasn’t the one who chased me, and the SA did seem to genuinely treat him like a customer at first. So yeah, CUSTOMERS SNITCH

But it was REALLY weird bc she 1) just walked out of the store and left it unattended??? For a $12 cream??? and 2) trusted the word of a customer (he could’ve been my partner and looted while she was gone)

Quick haul ✨ I call this one the “I’m bAck” The balm sexy mama: $20 The balm balm beach blush: $21 N°7 lipstick in soft earth: $13

I stole a camera.

The Sneaky Sneak Lift,, because my friends get mad at me

R@GST0CK 📀Japanese Cat Sweater 📀Dark Ripped Jeans 📀"I like you… Today" Crop Top 📀Chokers x2 📀Black Socks 📀Galaxy Earrings

E@RTHB0UND 🌿Essential Oils x2 🌿Crystal Earrings

CL@IRES 🍬Brushes x8 🍬Headbands x2 🍬Earrings(not shown)x2 🍬Pusheen Coin Purse 🍬Heart Sunglasses 🍬Circle Glasses x2

CHARLOTTE RUSSE 🏺Fishnets x2 🏺Bralette