Uhgggg so into guys lately. The beard, the hair, arm, chest,hands skin fuuuuuckkkk my life and a half.

I spoke to Michael for the first time maybe nine or 10 years today.

Can you please stop being on my mind! Always. Just driving me nuts.

I regret deleting everything about you.

Today officially going sober from alcohol. I think my liver hates me now and i truly get drunk almost every day lately. Need to be better.

I have to stop looking/hearing for you, its not healthy.

Forever and always

The problem with looking for signs about you is most things...remind me of you. Hard to tell whats clear and my ego.

I’ve been getting drunk for more than 21 days straight and sometimes at work because now we work at home... why not. Honestly it’s just way more entertaining and easier to do.

I stopped drinking about 10 years ago now I’ve had three drinks for three nights in a row. I’m trying to think of words to say but, keeps me in silence. Guess I’m ashamed. I don’t want to ever repeat who I was and what I went through. But it feels like the only way I can relieve stress lately.