Desi

“My biggest fear isn’t that you’ll lie to me one day or that you’ll cheat on me. My biggest fear is that you’ll wake up before me on a Tuesday morning & instead of leaning in & kissing me on the cheek , you’ll look at my sleeping body and start to notice all my flaws. My ugly nose, my chapped lips & the stretch marks spread along my stomach and thighs like a road map. You’ll think about my random spouts of jealousy and the fact that I talk to much. Or how bad my depression & anxiety gets. You’ll remember how annoying it is that no matter what, I’m always right (even when I’m wrong) & just how selfish I can be sometimes. You’ll walk into the kitchen , brew a cup of black coffee. Stare at the pale morning rays of sunlight entering the window frame, & come to a conclusion , that for no particular reason at all, you just don’t love me anymore..”

“Have you ever just looked at someone while they’re doing something small like driving or laughing or simply sitting there and just smile bc u like them so much.”