I'm genuinely so fucking embarrassing like holy shit my whole life is js the shame show I shouldn't even fucking do anything
I'm so werid I don't act like a boy or a girl I'm fat but I'm skinny I smoke but I'm awkward abt it I listen to cool music but I'm self conscious about playing it around people I'm self confident but I'm self conscious about showing it, I can never act consistently, I'm always changing how I act day to day because at night I lay awake thinking about all the werid things I did to make sure I don't do them the next day, but then I end up focusing to much and doing even more weird stuff and the cycle continues, I stutter and blush around random people because I'm self conscious, I can't finish sentences and give up half way through because i genuinely cannot get the words out, I act weird around people and they think I like them but really I just wanna be friends really bad
Like Jesus dude get your shit together your supposed to be a adult💔
