clothes sizes make no sense but i bought smth in xxs (usually get s/m) and it fit.... we're gonna ignore the love handles tho. i feel like a god.

i want to order pizza so bad

i was feeling so good yesterday. no depression no anxiety slept decently and got caught up with nearly everything i was behind on. so tell me why MY JOINTS DECIDED TO BE EVIL TODAY AND RUIN IT

i do need to eat tomorrow tho bc i'm getting another tattoo and i don't want to pass out

succeeded in not eating today :) doesn't make up for two months of straight binging but i'm just happy my insane cravings are a little quieter and that i'm out of my depressive ep

I FEEL SO GOOD TODAY I WAS SO PRODUCTIVE i think i am forever cured and my depression will never ever come back again ever :)))

ok guys im gonna fast today im gonna do it

ok actually the award thing is kinda cool. i told my mom and she told me she was so proud of me and then i cried

got an email about being fired this morning but an hour later i got another email about getting a creative writing award from my school. i feel numb to it all

oh wow okay so ive been binging for a month straight.. my doordash receipts are too incriminating someone needs to put me down

...lol so i nearly fainted at work. so i'm definitely sick im gonna pretend nothing is real and hope the fever gives me good dreams

my throat hurts and i feel awful but i have far too much to get done and don't have time to get sick