#1 yuri kinnie

trigger warnings for discussions of bpd symptoms, self harm, anxiety suicidal stuff, etc

not trying to glorify any mental illness. i hate living like this and im trying to make the best of it. everything will be tagged with proper trigger warnings.

i'm an adult (18) but i post a lot about shit from when i was younger and how it affects me now, as well as dealing with my sickness

i have a weird relationship with stimulants/prescription drugs and also alcohol so that's fun

i'm unfiltered here

i love yuri (ddlc)

oh my god story of my fucking life. i had panic attacks for YEARS because of this.

i attempted to take my life once when i was 12 and once when i was 15. the second time i actually got kinda close to achieving my goal and nearly bled to death on my bedroom floor. for the rest of my life ill grieve the child within me that died that night. sometimes i wish it worked. waking up afterwards was its own form of hell. being locked in a hospital where i had virtually no rights or privacy was awful. having to go back to school after my hospitalization was torture.