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͜ ⸝⸝𓏼 ̣ ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔡𝔯𝔦𝔫𝔨 𝔶𝔬𝔲 𝔟𝔩𝔬𝔬𝔡, 𝔞𝔫𝔡 ℑ 𝔴𝔦𝔩𝔩 𝔢𝔞𝔱 𝔶𝔬𝔲𝔯 𝔰𝔬𝔲𝔩. 。·̩͙꒱꒱☆ ͝

⏝꒷︶ ͡𑁬♱໒ ͡ ︶꒷⏝

Oh you’re gonna feel it when I’m gone.

It’s going to feel like you are stuck in a dark room with no way out.

You’re going to miss all the care and support… all the coddling and love you were receiving.

You’re going to look around that room and not find me to help you out, and it’s going to kill you because you know that I would have never left you in the darkness by yourself.

Cause I know all the self destruction your mind creates, you’d kill yourself hoping to escape all the darkness and pain.

It’s going to feel like someone slit your throat and left you to bleed dry… and I’m going to be standing next to you in the darkness, not making a sound… watching you suffer, as I heal, leaving you to suffer like you let me suffer all this time.

You’re going to feel it when I’m gone.

When your brain is tearing you to shreds and you call out for me and not find me to pull you out of it.

You’re going to feel it when I’m gone.

When I’m not there to soothe you and tell you that everything is going to be alright, when I’m not there to solve your problems and hold you tight.

You’re going to feel it when I’m gone.

You’re going to look for me in every single person around you, in every single one you meet and you’re not going to find me.

You’re going to feel it when I’m gone, and it’s going to kill you because deep down you know that I would have never left… if only you admired what was right in front of you Or what was being given to you, but you didn't and it's too late to notice it now.