Greater than Ordinary

Where my mind speaks its own. It's always unwritten.

You might look good on fancy things but nothing beats the comfortable feeling of simplicity may bring.

I saw a couple kissing on the side street. Turned out, it was my boyfriend and his fling.

You make me see red.

"Don't leave," I pleaded. "Make me," he challenged as he continued walking. "I love you! Isn't that enough?" I shouted frantically. He turned around and looked at me and smiled sadly. "But you love him too."

"You'll come back right?" I asked. It took him sometime to answer, "Yeah." And he never came back.

"Don't." I stopped at her stone-cold voice. I felt the build up of pain inside my chest and I began breathing hard. "I'm done, Josh." She stated crying and I felt my eyes water. "I'm so done." My fist clenched in frustration of wanting to reach her but couldn't. She started walking away and I panicked. I willed myself to ran after her but my feet were stucked on the ground. I looked at them wondering why I couldn't even move a bit. "I love you..." I croaked. My throat constricted when she stopped walking and my hopes flared up. But she continued nonetheless and it came crashing on the ground. I watched her fading figure in front of me. Longing that I've never felt before consumed me. I know, I'll never see her again. "I love you..." I whispered into the air. And this time, it'll be the only one hearing them.

I miss you bestfriend.