Dear Ladies

I am a dreamer. 

But I do not have any intent to overcome the world. 

I only want to overcome my own thoughts, my own expectations, my own dreams. 

I only want to walk towards the purpose of my calling, to find joy in His commands... to find peace in His presence. 

I want to seek Him in my worship and to be intimate with Him in my prayer. 

I write. I share. I lead. 

I, most often, do things that I do not wish to do.

But one thing I learned as I grow into serving God is that, 

"Servanthood is not about doing things you want to do to please yourself. Servanthood is an honor and a sacrifice that you have to do to please your Master."

And my only master is my God. 

Strengths? Weaknesses? 

I certainly can name a bunch but I won't do it, because I know, it will all boils down to one...

My ultimate strength is the Lord. And my greatest weakness is still my God...

For wherever my treasure is, there my heart will be also.

April Fools! Wala tayong pang shopping. haha

~ dearl ladies

A Message to Dream - Preface (on Wattpad) 

Have you even get to a point when you feel so disappointed and see yourself as a failure? I mean, it was not that you never tried. As a matter of fact, you kept on trying, but you also kept failing that you just felt so tired. 

You are so feeling tired. You only want to back down. Lay yourself on the ground and just let things pass you by. You just want to sleep, get stuck in your room and do nothing... but even that thought alone, makes you feel so tired...

There is an inner voice within you saying that have to keep on moving. You got to keep on moving forward. Telling you that your speed does not matter now, what matter is that - you do not stop. ~that selfish inner voice! It makes me feel so guilty about thinking of giving up. 

But my dear, here what I realized. To pause for a while is okay, everyone needs that at one point in our lives, but to give up is out of the option. God can never use a quitter. There is a story that He is creating in you and He needs you to finish that story. He needs to be glorified in your life. The ultimate accomplishment of a runner is not to win the award but to finish the race. 

So, if you are reading this, my dear... Get up! And finish your race. You are maybe like me, I kept on failing. I lost count of how many times, I ended up facing the ground. But here what I always tell myself...

“No matter how tiring. No matter how many times I felt so disappointed about myself. I can’t afford to give up. I had ran far enough to give up today. I have to keep moving. It does not matter how... I can walk, I can crawl...it does not matter! What matter is I have to keep moving because I have a race that I am close to finish.