I Will Become What I Deserve ॐ

“I will never stop caring, but if you decide to push me away, I will go.”

“If you want to learn what someone fears losing, watch what they photograph.”

““There are a lot of storms that go on inside my head, storms that I can’t control nor prevent from happening. They just sweep right through, carrying this ability that can send me into these whirls of overthinking and self-doubt and anxiety. Now, I don’t expect everyone to understand that. The battle with yourself is one that you have to deal with alone. There’s nobody who can help you loosen the chains your mind locks you up in. If you’re a bystander in the war of my life, just stand beside me and tell me everything will be okay, even if you’re not sure of it. In those hazy, drunk nights where I’m awake at three in the morning writing, or spinning my favorite records, or crying even; I just need someone to be there with me. Isn’t that what love is? Being there for somebody in their lowest moments, even if you can’t entirely comprehend them. Holding them when their anxiety sends them to shivers, knowing clearly that when the morning comes they will kiss you and thank you for simply being there. It’s not easy to put up with me, but I hope someone does.””