I’m really tired. The world has changed, the people have changed. My expectations have changed.
Life isn’t appealing anymore, tbh it hasn’t been in a long while now.
Everyday I think about death and leaving this world.
I fell in love with someone I shouldn’t have fallen for. He tricked me but still controls me even tho I don’t want to love him, I can’t stop. I care about him but I also hate his actions. But all I can think of is his gentleness when he speaks to me in that soft tone when he’s thinking or tied.
Sigh















