Demons I get, people are crazy.

I love his ability to mirror energy and connect with people instantly and create chemistry. I love his gentleness the most, though he tries very hard to hide it. I love it when I get glimpses of his vulnerability because that’s always beautiful to see. I love his ability to lead and inspire (which he makes very little use of but I believe he could help so many, he could be important in this world), I love the fact that he has been iconic and an archetype through his entire career. I love his natural beauty(no longer that natural but still). I love his voice, it’s my favorite voice in the world(his real voice not the gruff counterfeit). I love his multilayered acting when he truly connects to the life of a character and does breathtaking work. I love his charm, the natural kind not the facade he puts on. I love his emotional intelligence, too bad it is overshadowed by arrogance these days. I love that kindness is a deeply instilled value within him. I love his natural elegance, it comes from within. Poise, I guess would be a perfect word to use here. I love his love of Jared, it is inspiring and reminds of my love for my BFF. I could go on and on but I’ll stop here because I see a lot of greatness in Jensen and a lot of potential but I don’t think he sees himself that way, he limits himself. It’s almost as if someone taught him to play small. Pity.

You only ever see her at events, but never off-camera. Even at the OTH con she’s attended without Jensen people obviously saw her at the event itself. But where were the sightings at the airport before and after? There was basically nothing, because she’s a nobody. She'd love that, she loves being in front of the camera. But nobody cares about Duh-Kneel anymore.

And at that charity gala she attended for the second year in a row, she looked like she didn’t really fit in with the rest of the women there. That’s one of the reasons I doubt she spends much time with them outside of those events. We’re probably not far off in assuming that she simply doesn’t have friends in Fairfield, which would also explain why neither she nor anyone else ever seems to post anything involving her.

I think Elta’s dad is an eye doctor. So I’m not sure if he has connections that could help Elta. She did destroy her face and that does affect the way casting sees her. They already thought she looked mean but now she looks even harsher. I have a lot of friends who have gotten work done, it’s an addiction. They start out wanting to improve some little thing and end up disfiguring their faces. Because deep down they never feel good enough or worthy enough so they feel they need more. It’s sad.

I had an epiphany today. It hit me and I was amazed no one else had this realization.

During PurCon, with the Great Heller Meltdown, an observation was made about Jensen’s tense jaw. About how it was so tense it was almost sharp enough to cut glass.

I mean, he was furious, and rightly so, when he found out about the crap Misha has been saying about Dean, Destiel, and so forth.

Then my brain tapped me on the shoulder and reminded me when I also saw this tense jaw before: Wales Comic Con.

With Danneel.

Not angry. Just stressed and tense and unable to call his wife out on her numerous lies (auditioning for other female roles and her putdowns).

I mean… he couldn’t even properly smile in their official photo together.

So much so fans had to photoshop a photo op they had with a fan where they were smiling just to pass off as a beaming couple!

So yeah.

If you love someone, you tell them. Even if you're scared that it's not the right thing. Even if you're scared that it'll cause problems. Even if you're scared that it will burn your life to the ground, you say it, and you say it loud. And then you go from there.