🏳️‍🌈I Wont Die🇦🇺

My mum is dying

Ive never really liked, or gotten along with ice users and the other night proved it. Had a friend from years ago message my partner asking if he was in a relationship with me because she was looking for me. She came over. Went into the shed to have some dabs and she could smoke cigarettes, then she pulls out this big ass ice pipe and like, a pretty big bag of the shit, being like "you guys dont mind, do you?" despite the fact that she knew/knows that im in an opioid treatment program and have pretty freshly come out of rehab after going to detox. The only thing I do now is have a few drinks at night. Anyway, walking her out almost 6 hours later, she was tweaking about being followed by drones so I asked her to go home. Now im the target of all of her hate. The one thing I appreciate about painkillers, is that the people who use them aren't really concerned with other people or what theyre doing. We just worried about ourselves and being well enough to not go through withdrawal. I dont think ive ever made my addiction someone else's problem.

My guilty pleasure rn is those people on tiktok who make videos where they're really mad basically abusing everyone because they dont understand how to use the app lol

Back on the injections so hopefully I'll get my life back

I was doing well until I wasn't anymore and I think I might have ruined my life