✨Crystal Joy✨

I believe in the good things coming ✌️

I'm tired. I'm tired of living with other people's fucking dogs, I'm tired of living with my fucking ex, I'm tired of living with his fucking parents, I'm tired of all my shit being in storage, I'm tired of this whole fucking environment, I'm tired of everything being fucking red, I'm tired of how fucking crowded everything is, I'm tired of sharing a fucking bathroom with all these fucking people, I'm fucking tired of my twin sized bed, I'm tired of my parenting being CONSTANTLY OBSERVED and fucking always scrutinized, I'm tired of being SURROUNDED by OTHER PEOPLE'S shit, EVERYWHERE I FUCKING GO. I'm tired of everything I have being tucked away somewhere, always out of reach. I'm just so sick of all of this. If it weren't for P, I wouldn't be here in the first place. Most days I'm able to deal with it but today everything is just too much.

I can't wait until I don't live with these fucking dogs anymore. 😤

I'll never be able to understand how someone who's spent so much of their life in prison can turn out to be such a huge fuckin bootlicker