the land is inhospitable and so are we

I'm so tired of living this way (← girl that will never do anything to change her way of living because breaking the routine scares her more than anything)

someone please come pick me up and drive around all night with me just listening to music and talking about life

dudes who are normal will be like im joker insane but women who have not felt real since they were seven will be like im average normal

if you don’t know how to gain trust in yourself: extract it from how far you’ve already come, the things you thought would hold you back but didn’t, the times you survived, the forgiveness you’ve granted others, the effort you have put in.

sometimes depression is so scary because you stop being able to achieve any sense of fulfilment. a huge part of being human is looking forward to things and having treats, goals, rewards, outcomes that you strive towards. if you don’t have those things it can be really, really hard to find any sense of purpose. having depression is asking yourself what do i want to eat, what do i want to watch, what do i want to play, what do i want to listen to, what do i want to do, what am i looking forward to, what’s driving me to keep going, and having the answer be a resounding ‘nothing’

RIP that text post you thought of in class and then forgot when you got home

once again the satan pit is wild bc they hear the actual devil tell them with confidence that rose is going to die in battle which is quite honestly something they could have seen coming for a while now but the doctor looks her in the eyes and is like No you won’t because i love you and she's like You're right because i love you. ????? what are they doing they need to be locked up