The Future is Now

The future lord of Ultramar.

"Ultramar" was derived from an ancient phrase meaning "beyond the sea of night."

Mortarion Comes For Guilliman

by Chevron Lowery

Part of a commissioned work,the artist is 木角M.

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A part of him knew that he could live out his days on Sotha in utter contentment, barebacked and tanned in the sunlight, careless, mowing the grasses with his scythe, season in and season out. It was just a dream. Such simple, pastoral destinies did not lie in store for beings like Roboute Guilliman. Fate held, for him, a future of duty and responsibility, very different from that which might await an honest agri-worker.

The Lion staying quiet about the Imperial Creed and being seen as a divine being. It disgusts and repulses him but he immediately 'accepts' it and says nothing.

vs.

Guilliman who rages against it. Openly decrys when he is called a God even in front of the people. Who has to fight against every single fiber of his being to tell one single lie about his father.

because it's beautiful

because it's cool

because it will scratch my brain right when i understand the thing

because i haven't understood the thing, and that deeply bothers me

the thing is looking at me from my whiteboard. it's mocking me. i can feel it

This blog loves and supports MJ

She is a powerful character and not a mere love interest

She is a talented actress

She is funny

So i'm just halfway in 1st semester in university and it's quite though. I'm studing health and nutrition, which is quite interesting. So reflecting on a few things which have happen in over the first two months.

I have already blurted out i'm autistic and i felt like i scared people away. A handfull from my class already know. Looking back i wish i just kept my mouth shut.

Masking is really exhausting and when i come home i just lay in bed for hours. I barely have the energy to study.

The social font is whack! utter whack. I can't connect with my classmates at all. I have participated in a good handful of social events, because i do want to get to know them. It's hard because they have different interests than me. Very different interests. It's totally okay they have different interests than me. However it makes it hard for me to connect with them.

My diagnosis that up a lot of space in my mind. I have become more aware of my diagnosis when i'm with non-autistic people.

- Since the fucking beggining LMAO

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