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Jongin is the type of person who falls asleep as fast as his head hits the pillow, he falls easily when the lights turn off and when the darkness veils his small apartment completely. It is probably in darkness that he finds his utmost comfort and it is probably also in the silence covering the whole neighbourhood. It is one of the advantages of his crib. It is near the suburbs and even if it is a long way from his workplace (that is not a problem thanks to his power to teleport though), this small haven of his is one of the most silent places.Â
With the moonlight shining faintly through the clear windows, Jongin tends the stare at the stars a few minutes, lying on his back with one arm tucked under his head, the other relaxing on his abdomen. He is a cold person so he finds the spring nights still brisk and keeps a blanket close by to cover his body. He usually does it unconsciously in the middle of his sleep, pulling at the fabric subtly and dragging it over the parts of his body which are caught by the cold. His bones absorb the cold as if it essential to them though it is quite the opposite. Even if he is a cold person, Jongin canât stand sleeping with a closed window. He likes to wake up to the sound of the chirping birds and to fall asleep to the music of the children of nature at evening. He enjoys the warm swifts of wind pushing into his room and enveloping his body.Â
The nephilim draws lines with his eyes between stars and wishes to see them for the next day as his eyelids fall shut and his fingers carress small patches of his mattress. Body turns to a side and if Jongin is too tired, he closes his eyes and falls asleep instantly. If he isnât that tired, he shifts a few times before he finds a comfortable spot. He sometimes ends up on his tummy, sometimes just choosing to sleep on his side, rarely wakes up with a pillow in his arms and often with his sheets messed up. He easily dismisses his pillow and casually sleeps directly on the mattresses.Â
Nightmares strike him over his sleep too many times and his mind is restless, reason why he sometimes shows annoying traces of his uneasy nights right under his dark eyes.Â
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Young Bloods | Jongin & Sehun
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âNo. 1251âł the blank tone echoed in the darkness, his eyes glowing in their exquisite light grayness, his hands covered in blood, his face hinting crimson lines of pain. âRemember me?â the nephilimâs lips curled in a vicious smirk, his expression painted in delight because one of organizationâs researchersâ life was right between his fingers, hanging by a thread, probably wishing he was dead.Â
Jongin was having an immensely great time torturing the people who turned him in the monster which chased them down. They deserved it all. This man who seemed to be married (Jongin pitied his supposed family according to the wedding ring he spotted) didnât deserve to breathe the same air as many other innocent people. He had no right to still walk, see, feel, hear, possess any strengths or senses. Jongin was certain this man was a true monster with hidden claws and a dark heart.
âRemember all the novocaine you forced me to swallow?â Jongin asked with the same devilish smile slitting his plump lips, eyes scanning the frame leaned against one of the walls bordering the narrow street. His smirk could only grow wider as he watched the painful tears on the manâs cheeks, almost feel their saltiness on the tip of his tongue. The nephilim could see how the wonderful red liquid tainted all the overly-expensive clothes. âI think you wish you could swallow some now. To numb it all.â Where did the pain come from?
Ghoul | Jongin & Chanyeol
Jongin looked at Chanyeol all the time he spoke and he could see questioning marks in his eyes, probably a lot of confusion in his head because of all Jongin was describing. He could hear the observation and comparisons made between Jongin and ordinary people and the nephilim was well aware of his ill-nature and bad state of mind. It was sick. It was an disease to keep all that hatred inside of him. âYou know, usually people have others to lean on, usually people are braver to trust others and usually people have a life to focus on and distractions around them which helps them easily forget their painful past. I do not wish to forget because it is the only thing that I can identify with and the only thing that can, probably, define me after all my years of living.â he explained on such a casual tone that it seemed like the most natural thing to do. No mark of pain, no sign of weight in his words. Jongin was at peace with his decision on how to live his life. He was just in a continuous war with his thoughts on how to get his revenge.Â
His attention was caught by the last words, his eyes set on that sincere smile drawn on Chanyeol lips and Jongin tilted his head slightly, keeping on staring at the demon. âYou can tell me more about you and about what you think about life, if you want me to learn more about you.â he said with a rather amused, yet subtle smile playing on his plump lips. âYou know why you are more curious? Because that is how âhumansâ are in general. You set a target for yourself and once you reach it, you want more and more each time. Like rich people, they will never stop wanting to get wealthier. Maybe that is an explanation for your curiosity as well. Once you get to know something, you want more details.â and Jongin realized he was hell of talkative that night. Maybe it was because of lack of communication lately. His life had been a continuous cycle of waking up, eating, going to work, going home, training, showering, reading a book or a manga and going to sleep for the cycle to continue the next day. âYou can tell me anything about you. The first random thing that comes to your mind.â he suggested as he relaxed more in his chair and exhaled a relieved sigh.Â

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Why did I strive to be strong? Why did I have to shed blood? Why did I throw away my humanity? Why did I have to throw away my weakness? Wasnât it to protect the existence of someone important?
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-starter for sehunxcel
Meme:
Movie: Â celxmiyaviâ, Â jinxcelâ
Snow: Â celxsungkyungâ
Waiting:
Ghoul - celxchanyeol
Glassy sky - celxjinri
Artistry - jinxcel
Of memories and alcohol - celxsungkyung
Write memories on my body - celxjaejoong
Plotting:Â
-how about you? [I donât bite. I am just a little busy these days.]
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Love me Right teaser - colouring
Movie
Movie â Iâll write a drabble of our characters watching a movie together.Â
It wasnât a comedy, but Jongin wassurely having a great time watching that movie. It was one based on the angels anddemons theme and compared to reality, it was a true factory of amusement for both ofthem. The facts were distorted, way distorted and there wasnât actually anytangency with their race.
Jongin didnât know that much aboutangels as he knew about demons or the hybrids between humans and the otherraces, but he surely knew that the director of that certain movie had even lessideas than he did.
Laughter filled the space of the darkroom which was lit only by the screen with rolling pictures, displaying series offighting scenes. The raven-haired nephilim had to admit the beers he drankbefore helped him break the limits of his inhibitions and he was freelyexpressing his hilarity and delight. It was so rare for Jongin to have fun,smile, grin much less, but his laughter was one of the rarest experiences onecould see. And he had no regrets of opening up in the moment. His heart feltlighter inside of his ribcage and he wished he could try such feeling moreoften, enjoy his free time without worry. Be normal.
âI swear this is one of the best nights of my life, Jae.â He said as he rubbed his eyes from the almost forming cheery tears.âWe need to find more movies like this. Itâs an endless fountain of fun.â He addedbursting into laughter once again at the ridiculous situations showing on thelarge surface of the LCD.
Spending time with another nephilim andenjoying their free time with a casual plan like watching a movie turned out tobe better than other times and better than he would have ever thought.Â
Jonginsmiled towards Jaejoong. It was a grateful smile because he managed to relax, acontent sigh pushing upwards his trachea and exiting his plump lips. Shortlaughter left his lips along with continuous comments and comparisons with thereal life, nudging the olderâs side occasionally to draw his attention andsometimes, just sometimes, pulling at his shirt and asking for another beer.Jongin was aware he would fall asleep before the end of the movie thanks to allthe alcohol flowing in his system. Jongin was also aware the night was a success and he hoped Jaejoong thought the same.Â

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Artistry | Jin & Jongin
Jongin wasnât sure how rich Jin or his parents actually were and how much they afforded to support their child, but he assumed they were quite successful since Jin already admitted to that fact. However there was a slight tension in the air when he spoke of that, so Jongin decided not to press on that subject anymore. Money was just a notion, in Jonginâs opinion, even if he was aware you needed that certain commodity if you wanted to lead at least a modest life. Then again, thanks to that need, he took up the job to clean the tattoo shop and so he was landed with the awesome job he was practicing. Jongin didnât envy Jin even a tiny bit, he just considered the fellow artist to have been born with a certain amount of luck, something the nephilim lacked from the birth.
âLucky for you, your style is totally my cup of tea and I am looking forward to see your art on the wall my eyes will gaze at on an almost daily basis.â He said on a brighter tone, moving closer to the wall and looked back at the artist with a subtle smile while he exchanged greetings with his colleague. Once he moved closer to him, Jongin nodded reassuringly. âThe hard drive sounds fine, but I am quite slow with getting myself mobilized so it might take a while to return it.â He confessed, not that embarrassed with his occasional lethargic character. Jongin was aware he could be slower than a snail when he just wasnât in the mood for certain things.
It was fun to see the artist express himself so freely without any thoughts given regarding what others might think. It wasnât necessary to say how much Jin liked movies because his expression showed it clearly. It seemed like Jin had a passion for movies, something different from his art, but which was somehow connected to it. However, they were there for business and the tattoo artist was dedicated to a job once he engaged into it.
âSo, there are a few subjects that I want you to express through your art. Would you like to sit down at my desk and talk more?â he asked as he motioned his hand towards the glass surface with a few manga volumes on the corner. Pencils, liners and tracing paper were neatly arranged on the desk, along with the lamp set aside, hovering over one of the edges. Jongin pulled a chair closer next to his own, inviting the artist to sit down with him. âDo you want to drink something? A coffee, some juice?â he suggested as he decided to let Jin sit at the desk while Jongin would be the be the one sitting beside and watching everything. It was quite strange for the roles to be changed in his case. He would be the one giving a commission in hope that everything would end up well.
Ghoul | Jongin & Chanyeol
âI occasionally listen to upbeat tracks, sometimes I mix with some j-rock because I obsess over different original soundtracks of animes, but I am faithful to my favourite genre.â he expressed aloud on the thought, narrowing his eyes slightly as he let his ideas flow in his head and he had to say that his words accurately described his tastes. âI am quite constant with what I like and I rarely stray from it. I usually just discover other fields of interest, different from my other hobbies, but my area of attraction is well-defined. One might think that I am limited, however my preferences are just finely detailed and it takes time for me to truly enjoy something if I donât dissect it.â That was Jongin. Trying to be simple and normal, but doing the opposite with his hobbies.Â
The nephilim was surprised when Chanyeolâs fingers moved along his wrist, instinctively wanting to pull it away from the otherâs reach, his skin too sensitive to otherâs touches. How long had it been since someone purposely made contact with his hot membrane protecting his flesh? He stood still and let Chanyeol feel the patch of obsidian decorating his skin, his eyes following the trails of the demonâs fingers. âYou control fire? Thatâs interesting.â Jongin noted, humming lowly to himself as he turned his wrists away from othersâ sight, teeth grazing over his lips at the next question addressed to him.Â
âItâs a flame. To flame also means to break into open anger or to burst with strong emotion.â His fingers reached for his neck unconsciously, rubbing the spot where the flame was placed and closed his eyes momentarily. âBecause those places provoked me great torture and burnt my skin for a considerate amount of time. I donât want to forget about these violent passions.â He said barely audible, opening his eyes again and reached for the bottle of beer to take a long swing at it. If only he could have patched his emotions just like he bandaged his skin, that would have made his life much easier.
Write Sins on My Body | JJxJI
Jonginâs dark eyes were focused on the blond male, the possible new customer whose lips parted soon to voice his intentions. As the words entered his hearing system, thoughts waved through the nephilimâs mind, awakening images of old customers. They had been individuals who had often dropped by the tattoo shop, indecisive, taking their time while they struggled to settle their minds upon a design. Jongin, the nephilim who strived to live a normal life, could understand those people whose intentions did not involve rush into make the right decision. However, Ian (his pseudonym), the tattoo artist, could not come to an understanding as to why someone would want to mark the coating layer of their flesh, for a long period of time, with something that would not define them properly.Â
A tattoo is something quite intimate, but rather exposing at the same time. It requirs time and enquirs secret points of oneâs life.
âIt is more frustrating to deal with a customer who wants to lay a childish drawing on his skin. I call it freedom, to be allowed to think together with the âcanvasâ and come up with a concept. Therefore, no need for apologies.â The nephilim explained on a casual tone, walking from behind the counter and motioned his hand towards his desk. Time allowed him to discuss more with the blond male, instead of scheduling him for another day. âYou can call me Ian, if you wish.â He also introduced himself with a slight bow of his head.â
His steps carried him towards the glass desk, pulling another chair close to his own and stood beside them, waiting for the possible customer to sit down first. Manners. Jongin had always had manners and respect for his clients. âI believe the majority of conscious people confine segments of their past within their tattoos so itâs perfectly understandable.â He expressed his opinion quite openly. Despite other customers who walked inside the shop with no idea of what they desired, this person had a strong gaze and Jongin could easily read determination in his orbs. âPlease take a seat and letâs see what our minds can produce for your spine to bear.â He invited, his lips slightly curling upwards in a subtle smile which graced his plump lips. Â
Ghoul | Jongin & Chanyeol
Jongin thought that maybe, just maybe, Chanyeol lost his interest after hearing all of his tormenting thoughts. Jongin was aware of how troubled he was and of how much weight he carried on his shoulders (mostly of it unnecessarily from a normal personâs point of view). There was a change in Chanyeolâs expression, but Jongin wasnât sure what it was. Regret? Disgust? Overthinking? Maybe some mixture between them? The nephilim blinked his eyes closed for a few moments, pursing his plump lips in a thin line before turning his gaze around the pub.Â
The demonâs first answer made Jongin wonder if he was a bad company, but then again the rest followed and he nodded shortly, trying to think if he knew any songs with a good beat. Jongin wasnât the type to lean towards those songs, though he didnât underestimate any of them. While looking at Chanyeol, their gazes intersected and he hummed softly as a sign of acknowledgement of his answer. The demonâs eyes were big and if he kept on looking into them, Jongin had a feeling that he could feel intimidated at some point. There was a certain dark strength he sensed behind his gaze.Â
âI just like classical music or any acoustic versions of the contemporany styles. I lean more towards the alternative and synth chilling tracks. I like peacefull beats to put it more simply.â he said with a slow nod of his head, his fingers tapping silently against the wooden table, occasionally taking a sip from his bottle of beer. Jongin was the type of person who could calm down easily if he listened to the right kind of music and he usually carried music with him to keep the demons inside of his head away. He had to stay relaxed and calm most of the time so he could maintain a good grip on his thoughts.Â
âYou know, tattoes can be quite addicting. Once you get one, you might want to get another and another. Itâs interesting how the ink gives you this addiction without actually having any components that induce it.â the nephilim said as his eyes laid on the demonâs fresh tattoo, the subtle smile still present on his lips. Jonginâs fingers pointed to his own wrists and the side of his neck to point out his minimalist flame tattoos which painted his adust skin. âI am pretty lucky to not have fallen in the sin of the ink and sink my whole body in it. I kept it simple so far.â he informed quite proud, though he didnât really have any desires to visibly mark his body when it was already bruised and shredded underneath.Â

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