Hasta la vista, baby.

seeing pictures of him before his heart surgeries, before the divorce, always make me so sad, he’s so happy and childish. He seems so carefree, now he doesn’t have that gleam in his eyes and hopeful spirit. he’s and old soul who’s only purpose is to make sure no ones life is as bad as his and it kills me, it really kills me.

Really? ^^^^ I still see that childish spirit and gleam in his eyes. The gleam has become even more brighter because he’s realized that he got rid of the toxic supplements in his life and focused on what made him happy. That’s why he strives to keep others happy because he wants them to feel the same happiness that Austin feels. But of course his only purpose isn’t to keep others happy, but to live his life. His instagram is full of pictures where he’s been having a good time. It’s a good thing that he’s carefree too because he’s not giving a fuck of what people think of what he’s doing; he’s giving a fuck of what he’s been doing to make him happy.

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