sad little kid

“You can never completely know anyone, no matter how well you think you do. There will always be some truth about them you don’t ever get to know.”

“The most painful thing is losing yourself in the process of loving someone too much, and forgetting that you are special too.”

“Be with someone that requires you to grow, makes you forget your problems, holds your hand, likes to kiss, appreciates art, and adores you.”

just leave me before you get attached; i’ll hurt you and end up pushing you away anyways.

i’m sorry my pain is hard for you.

something i realized over the years is that despite wanting to kill myself, i don't actually wanna die. far from it actually. i want to live. i want to experience all the things i always wanted to do. i want to see the world. i want to look in the mirror one day and say "im happy i stayed". i want to get better. i want to live a life free from the shackles this mental illness has kept me in. but sometimes that darkness in my brain just overtakes that hope for a better future and all i'm left with is the thought that it will never get better.

Depression doesn’t feel like the world is ending.