Fatalfemme

I wanna be praised from a new perspective

Can we just take a moment to appreciate the paparazzi trend rn. Like these edits are genuinely bringing me life

Anybody else have an unhealthy obsession with Jeff the killer???? No..? Just me??

Hi so I just need to vent. So basically I date girls (and guys) but mainly girls. And this girl Ive been on and off with for a year keeps talking to other girls and shes very open about it, but like I talk to other people too but ONLY cause she does. And idk what to do, I know she doesn’t feel as strongly about me as I do her and it’s making me crazy. Like Im so inlove with her but she will never feel the same about me and it hurts my heart so much. I just want her, I need her. But she literally will never love me as much. She tells me she does, but I know she doesn’t. Cause she can sleep just fine without talking to me, yet when I don’t talk to her for a day it keeps me up at night. All I wanna do is cry, sometimes I think if I just end it all I will feel better. Maybe someone or something will finally love me the way I love if I just end it. What do I do it hurts so bad i cant even think or focus. My days are consumed by my love and devotion towards her and it makes me absolutely crazy to know she doesn’t feel the same way. I watch her treat girls the way I beg to be treated. I know Shes always been honest about it so I can’t be mad. If I hate it so much I should just leave right? But I can’t. Physically, my body hurts when I don’t talk to her, my mind goes numb when I’m not on speaking terms with her. I just want my baby to love me.

Idk the idea of a man who is so dominant but also down bad for me is actually a dream. Like yes put me in my place but also worship the ground I walk on