𝐃 𝐄 𝐕 𝐈 𝐎 𝐔 𝐒

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Hi everyone! I've decided to open public commissions again for the first time in months. I'm going to start nurse training and schooling soon, and I'd really like to have a better cushion to cover for minor expenses that will be incurred as well as make sure my carrd account stays paid for in the future so I can keep making templates for the community. So! I am opening commissions for customized carrd templates, fully custom carrds made from scratch, and various graphics. My free time will fluctuate but I will be working on these as quickly as I can get to them. I really appreciate everyone who commissions me and wants to help out! If you don't need a commission but would like to help in other ways, I do accept tips through ko-fi and paypal, and reblogging this post can help get the word out. Thanks for the consideration either way! Have a nice day and stay cool, tumblrites 🩷

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Commissions are open!

Hi everyone! I've decided to open public commissions again for the first time in months. I'm going to start nurse training and schooling soon, and I'd really like to have a better cushion to cover for minor expenses that will be incurred as well as make sure my carrd account stays paid for in the future so I can keep making templates for the community. So! I am opening commissions for customized carrd templates, fully custom carrds made from scratch, and various graphics. My free time will fluctuate but I will be working on these as quickly as I can get to them. I really appreciate everyone who commissions me and wants to help out! If you don't need a commission but would like to help in other ways, I do accept tips through ko-fi and paypal, and reblogging this post can help get the word out. Thanks for the consideration either way! Have a nice day and stay cool, tumblrites 🩷

[ Form can be found here. ]

ㅤ𝙸  𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎  𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎  𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚠𝚘𝚗𝚍𝚎𝚛𝚏𝚞𝚕,  𝚜𝚑𝚎  𝚝𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝. ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ𝙸  𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎  𝚋𝚎𝚌𝚘𝚖𝚎  𝚜𝚘𝚖𝚎𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚐  𝚝𝚎𝚛𝚛𝚒𝚋𝚕𝚎.

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𝐇𝐈, 𝐈'𝐌 𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐘.* ( 𝐏𝐓. 𝟐 )

Writing / roleplay prompts based on lyrics collected from various songs released by Poppy. ( Part one here. )

tw: slight suggestive content, violence, generally dark themes

❝ Get the fuck out of my car! ❞

❝ Is my name safe in your mouth? ❞

❝ On a night like tonight, we see stars in the sky. ❞

❝ What is gone is gone forever this time. ❞

❝ Was ours always a strange love? ❞

❝ You know that I'll follow. ❞

❝ I'll make you just like me. ❞

❝ I'll show you who to be. ❞

❝ In the whites of your eyes, I can see my next life. ❞

❝ Tell me what you will remember me by. ❞

❝ I don't care if you lie ❞

❝ How do I know you won't disappear? ❞

❝ Would it be okay to take it slow? ❞

❝ Just tell me if you don't want me here. ❞

❝ You could hurt me more than he ever did. ❞

❝ Is it worse than before? ❞

❝ You're not the one who did me damage. ❞

❝ It's not your fault. ❞

❝ Will you leave me like my father did? ❞

❝ Can you handle all this? ❞

❝ I wonder why nothing catches my eye? ❞

❝ I want to know what it's like to be between her legs. ❞

❝ Teach me how and I'll learn it. ❞

❝ I'm impatient, I hate waitin'. ❞

❝ I got no one to prove myself to but me. ❞

❝ You wouldn't recognize me or the ways I've changed. ❞

❝ Have you had enough? ❞

❝ Always reaching for something will leave you with nothing. ❞

❝ There's no one to save you now. ❞

❝ Bet you think you could've had her. ❞

❝ You never give, just take. ❞

❝ Tell me, what's the cost of giving up? ❞

❝ Maybe I'm the one I’m running from. ❞

❝ Stab me in the back and you don't think twice. ❞

❝ Have you seen yourself? ❞

❝ They claw to grasp for what was never theirs to take. ❞

❝ What have you heard? ❞

❝ My only loyalty is what I owe to me. ❞

❝ Don't make it worse. ❞

❝ I wasn't born yesterday. ❞

❝ I've never been too good at love. ❞

❝ You got a subtle glow, ethereal. ❞

❝ You got me in a state of mind. ❞

❝ All my tears have crystallized. ❞

❝ I'll never be alone again. ❞

❝ I wanna be adored. ❞

❝ I knew he was my cure. ❞

❝ Will it end in tears? ❞

❝ You hold me in a vicious cycle. ❞

❝ You lie to me casually and I'm dying in denial. ❞

❝ Everything you are is vital. ❞

❝ You need to keep protecting your own heart. ❞

❝ Don't make it complicated. ❞

❝ Profess the message to your lover. ❞

❝ Chaos keeps me warm. ❞

❝ I made the same mistakes again. ❞

❝ What do you want with me? ❞

❝ Nothing's enough for you. ❞

❝ Hell has no end. ❞

❝ Your legacy can't be redeemed. ❞

❝ Let me take you back to where you're from. ❞

❝ Are you a little nervous? ❞

❝ I heard all the talking. ❞

❝ All the lies are stuck in my throat. ❞

❝ What I love, they're always tryin' to take. ❞

❝ My fury's keepin' me awake. ❞

❝ I'm immune to the heartache. ❞

❝ Am I addicted to despair? ❞

❝ If there's a Hell, I'll meet you there. ❞

❝ I'm surviving on defiance. ❞

❝ I'm in too deep. ❞

❝ I know the demons always choose me. ❞

❝ I'm forced to face the who I've become. ❞

❝ I need a new way out. ❞

❝ The pain and all the pretty things are yours if you can bear to see it. ❞

❝ You are the risk. ❞

❝ It's not just for me anymore. ❞

❝ I like entertaining. ❞

❝ It's all you have, I know you can't turn back now. ❞

❝ You're everybody's hero. ❞

❝ It's you and me, still love you if the light goes out. ❞

❝ I could fix your halo. ❞

❝ Should I leave you alone? ❞

❝ You trusted the devil, he will betray you. ❞

❝ I figured you out and I know what you're about. ❞

❝ Yeah, fuck the world, but it'll fuck you back. ❞

❝ Someone with nothing to lose can take everything that you have. ❞

❝ Everyone I love has died. ❞

❝ He took my hand and showed the way. ❞

❝ You wanna breathe me in like I'm some kind of substance. ❞

❝ I'd make exceptions to my rules for you. ❞

❝ I'd forget who I am for you. ❞

❝ I'd ruin every plan for you. ❞

❝ I forgot how to stand 'cause I stood for you. ❞

❝ I'm a better man than you. ❞

❝ You think you're a god. ❞

❝ You said hurting me would be sacrilege. ❞

❝ That didn't stop you in the end. ❞

❝ Your mind is wicked. ❞

❝ I'm not ignorant to the bullshit. ❞

❝ You lie to me thinking I'm clueless. ❞

❝ My loyalty has fucked me back. ❞

❝ I'm the one who takes the blame again. ❞

❝ If you don't like it, then you can bite it. ❞

❝ I woke up alone. ❞

❝ Am I your prisoner or your deliverer? ❞

❝ He's hot for me. ❞

❝ What crimes will you make me commit? ❞

❝ Am I a replica of someone that you loved? ❞

❝ Is that the way you wanted it? ❞

❝ I see you in my dreams. ❞

❝ They'd look good on you. ❞

❝ Say my name. ❞

❝ I must be someone important now. ❞

❝ Please take me back to where we began. ❞

❝ You can get down on your knees if you're naughty. ❞

❝ Get me bloody. ❞

❝ My innocence was blind, now I can finally see. ❞

❝ You make me feel so wide awake for good this time. ❞

❝ I can finally let go of the shame as I claim my new life. ❞

❝ All I wanted was stolen. ❞

❝ She'll never love you like I love you. ❞

❝ I cannot rest until you're fucking breathless. ❞

❝ You don't even know what to do with me. ❞

❝ Think of me before you sleep. ❞

𝐇𝐈, 𝐈'𝐌 𝐏𝐎𝐏𝐏𝐘.* ( 𝐏𝐓. 𝟏 )

Writing / roleplay prompts based on lyrics collected from various songs released by Poppy. ( Part two here. )

tw: slight suggestive content, violence, generally dark themes

❝ These lifeless flavors don't satisfy me ❞

❝ I need the taste of young blood in my teeth. ❞

❝ I don't wanna wait forever and ever. ❞

❝ Everything in your life is a tragedy ❞

❝ Let it all burn down. ❞

❝ Everything is going how it's meant to be. ❞

❝ If only all of you could see the world I see. ❞

❝ What do you believe when nobody is watching? ❞

❝ Keep telling yourself that you've been playing nice. ❞

❝ I know what it feels like to have my soul sucked out of my body. ❞

❝ I finally know what it feels like to be dead. ❞

❝ Sorry for what I've become. ❞

❝ I'll stop when it's no more fun. ❞

❝ You shouldn't be anything like me. ❞

❝ This isn't a fight to be won. ❞

❝ You're not gonna fool no one. ❞

❝ I'm everything she never was. ❞

❝ Now everyone's out for my blood. ❞

❝ Stop, you're making a scene. ❞

❝ You can be anyone you want to be. ❞

❝ I believe you're the one who's meant for me. ❞

❝ We can be free, just come with me. ❞

❝ If you're wanting somebody, just call my name. ❞

❝ I'll keep you safe. ❞

❝ Something strange happened to me. ❞

❝ All I ever wanted, it was nothing I need. ❞

❝ All the power that you had, it just slipped away. ❞

❝ They would die for your position. ❞

❝ I'm not gonna ask permission. ❞

❝ Do what you've been told. ❞

❝ Don't go blind from the stars in your eyes. ❞

❝ Don't talk back. ❞

❝ I have you now. ❞

❝ I will not obey you. ❞

❝ I'm sick of the sun. ❞

❝ Can't trust anyone. ❞

❝ I can hear it in my mind. ❞

❝ I need to find the right sound. ❞

❝ Now is not the time to go outside. ❞

❝ Crawl back into bed and close your eyes. ❞

❝ Lock the doors and find a place to hide. ❞

❝ Everyone is bland and blind. ❞

❝ Shut your mouth. ❞

❝ Give up and fall in line. ❞

❝ Everything will be okay. ❞

❝ Hey there, tool, I'm looking at you! ❞

❝ Why do words have no meaning? ❞

❝ Yeah, we know you're losing it. ❞

❝ You can't be bothered to try. ❞

❝ You're in a mindless rush to die. ❞

❝ Come on, I dare you. ❞

❝ I can make you afraid. ❞

❝ I can make you obey. ❞

❝ Look away if you feel unsafe. ❞

❝ Don't move without permission. ❞

❝ I am but a sickness. ❞

❝ I am still your weakness. ❞

❝ What's wrong with you?. ❞

❝ You don't know the truth. ❞

❝ Do you get the feeling someone's after you? ❞

❝ Everyone around you is a casualty. ❞

❝ I tried my best to find my peace. ❞

❝ Don't disconnect everything we've built up. ❞

❝ You panic at the pressure. ❞

❝ I've given up too much to let this take me out. ❞

❝ Don't ask me how I'm feeling, ❞

❝ I don't wanna talk it out. ❞

❝ How could anything ever be the same? ❞

❝ Change is on its way and it waits for no one. ❞

❝ I beat myself up every time. ❞

❝ I'll do it 'cause I'm bored. ❞

❝ I'm just a possession. ❞

❝ I won't fear what I don't know. ❞

❝ You know what I'm gonna do. ❞

❝ I give as good as I get. ❞

❝ Don't touch her. ❞

❝ How did she get so mean? ❞

❝ My head and my heart hate each other. ❞

❝ Every day I wake up it's a struggle. ❞

❝ You taught me how to hate myself. ❞

❝ I've got a habit of ignoring obvious signs. ❞

❝ You light me up like a short fuse. ❞

❝ Little girl with somethin' to prove. ❞

❝ Must be what I like about you. ❞

❝ I didn't mean to scare ya. ❞

❝ Didn't mean to hit you so hard. ❞

❝ It's like a wave when it comes over me. ❞

❝ It's hard enough just to live with my thoughts. ❞

❝ Make her yours. ❞

❝ I'm getting to know her. ❞

❝ You won't recognize her if you encountered her. ❞

❝ And what have you learned? ❞

❝ The girl that you knew will never be yours. ❞

❝ I bloom like a flowеr. ❞

❝ Could I be great or be remembered? ❞

❝ I was a careful girl with a broken heart. ❞

❝ You showed no regard for me! ❞

❝ What did I get me into? ❞

❝ Why did I let you into me? ❞

❝ What did you turn me into casually? ❞

❝ I've got no regard for me. ❞

❝ You broke into my life uninvited. ❞

❝ I know that I will be fine if I never find my place. ❞

❝ Therе isn't time for reminiscing. ❞

❝ I don't want revenge. ❞

❝ Show me your teeth. ❞

❝ Look at me. ❞

❝ Everything's going perfectly. ❞

❝ I can't leave my bed. ❞

❝ I am not your friend. ❞

❝ Show me how to be happy. ❞

❝ Just to feel loved. Just to feel enough. ❞

❝ Who can trust you? ❞

❝ You got them eating out your palm. ❞

❝ Can you face the naked truth staring at you? ❞

❝ Never up to something good. ❞

❝ You can wear whatever you like. ❞

❝ And you said I couldn't commit. ❞

❝ Baby, you look to me like you're the real thing. ❞

❝ How you gonna prove to me that you're the real thing? ❞

❝ I see you reaching. ❞

❝ I always pay the price. ❞

❝ Never put your grimy hands on my steering wheel! ❞

❝ I know that makes you hard. ❞

❝ I flicker between fear and a vision of forever. ❞

𝔇𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔦𝔫 𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔩𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 ㅤㅤㅤ  ㅤㅤ— 𝔄𝔫𝔡 ℑ 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢.

indie  vampire  /  rockstar  original  character  based  in  custom  lore.  will  contain  dark,  mature,  and  potentially  triggering  themes;  please  read  the  rules  before  interacting.  minors  &  non-rp  blogs  dni. 【 © 】

there is no horror left in this world that can surprise me.

it was never my intention to murder you. not in the beginning, anyway.

war is never valiant, only crude and hideous.

this will hurt.

and i didn't just kill them. i tore them to pieces.

are you alone here?

i've never been looked at before like that.

do you want me to leave you?

come back to me.

i don't want to be alone. please.

i didn't realize you had such an interest in humans.

i was alone, and i was scared.

why are we running?

i think i could have loved them, if i was given a chance.

you and only you have my heart.

i would never leave you, my love.

where are we going?

you sound paranoid.

it would be good for you to have a friend.

i have never forbidden you from taking lovers.

women are another matter entirely.

part of me wanted this.

i can feel you over there brooding.

desire makes idiots of all of us.

but you already knew that part, didn't you?

i'm talking about us, you and me.

let's be honest with each other, for once.

you are half my heart.

no one on this wretched earth is innocent.

perhaps i was simply a coward.

i tried to run away once.

even now, i'm filled with shame at the thought.

i'm so tired of being weak.

what else could i have done?

what's wrong, my darling?

the days just go on and on. they never change.

i just... i assumed there were others.

love is violence.

love makes monsters of us.

it was a mercy. i swear to you.

don't make this about me.

perhaps we could all be that happy. together.

look around you. what sort of life is this?

people aren't meant to live forever.

are you sure you really want this?

this is all i want. i'm yours.

where's the fun in that?

don't be mad. it's an honest mistake.

all you ever do is defend them.

you told me i would live. i want to live.

we can't exist only for each other.

we have a life here.

you can't tell me that you're happy here.

i should have done something before now.

stop this now and i'll forgive you, and we'll never speak of it again.

we will rebuild. we'll survive. it's what we're best at.

i wish you all the happiness in the world.

i'm sorry i can't come with you.

you must take care of yourself.

𝔇𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔦𝔫 𝔢𝔞𝔯𝔱𝔥 𝔪𝔶 𝔩𝔬𝔳𝔢 𝔦𝔰 𝔩𝔶𝔦𝔫𝔤 ㅤㅤㅤ  ㅤㅤ— 𝔄𝔫𝔡 ℑ 𝔪𝔲𝔰𝔱 𝔴𝔢𝔢𝔭 𝔞𝔩𝔬𝔫𝔢.

indie  vampire  /  rockstar  original  character  based  in  custom  lore.  will  contain  dark,  mature,  and  potentially  triggering  themes;  please  read  the  rules  before  interacting.  minors  &  non-rp  blogs  dni. 【 © 】