𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻𝓮𝓭 𝓹𝓪𝔀𝓼

2016 has been a pretty shitty year for most, but one thing that has remained undeniably not shitty has been my experience here with you guys. i usually don’t do these whole list things anymore, knowing i’m bound to forget someone, and it’s pretty difficult to put into words how much i appreciate the people who have given my characters and me a chance, but i figured since it’s a special occasion ( aka, we get to watch this burning trash heap of a year die ) i might as well give it a shot. i’ll probably get a little long and sappy, so bear with me.

THE BAES.

@burningvermilion + @obrothcr + etc.  // katie! it’s hard to believe that come summer, we’ll already have been writing together for three years. for two years now, you’ve basically been my rp soulmate. you’ve stayed up with me at all hours, flailing with me over our multitude of beautiful ships and characters, the both of us coming up with so many amazing and/or heartbreaking different plots and connections for all of them, and you’re always willing to find a way to include any of my characters into milly’s / vince’s universes one way or another. from day one i was astounded by how well you’d developed not just milly, but all the different people in her lives, all the varied storylines and relationships, and i feel really lucky to be a part of it and to continue to watch it grow!  i have so much fun with everything we do, even just gushing over our dorky muses because i love them so much, and you’ve helped a ridiculous amount in developing and impacting my characters without even realizing it. you’ve influenced me as a writer and inspired me to take chances on even the smallest character ideas, knowing they could always lead to something more.  not only that, but you’re just a freakin’ awesome person in general, and even if a day ever comes that we’re not writing/on tumblr, you’re stuck with me for life as a friend tbh. also, i totally blame you for the fact i’m bordering on twenty sideblogs right now. just sayin’.

@spitfcre + @hellfcre + etc. // you know that thing where you’ve been writing with someone for so long, you don’t even actually know when exactly it started, it just feels like it’s been going on forever?? that’s how writing with you has been, in the best kind of way. i love that you’re totally game for literally any muse i want to throw at you, and you not only listen to my crazy ideas, but you encourage them, too, even when i probably should not be encouraged in the first place lmao. i love sawyer and thiel and jimmy so so much ( even though thiel is the absolute worst, don’t tell her i said that. )  all of the relationships between our muses are so very important to me, and thinking about them never fails to put a smile on my face ( or tears in my eyes, depending on if one of us is currently deciding to be satan with our ideas. )  thank you for always being there for me to talk to about anything, and for caring so much about my trash children. 

@tragedyveined // of course dani’s best friend has to be included in this. even when we’re not writing, fallon has no doubt become such a big part of dani’s life, and i knew deep down from the moment they met they would become something amazing. i can’t help but smile anytime i think of all the insane shenanigans these two have stirred up, from their teenage years up until now. thank you for taking a chance on my crazy ass muse and for giving her the best friend she could have asked for. you’re amazing and your writing never fails to blow me away.  p.s. i love and miss you!

MORE AMAZING PEOPLE.

regardless of if we’ve ever actually interacted or not, if i’ve been following since the start of this blog or just started following— if you’re here, or even if you’re not, i think you’re great, and thank you for sticking around. i hope this next year is everything you wish for.

WELL AREN’T YOU THE SWEETEST BABIES!!!!!!!!

so by christmas i reached 1k followers and even if its a little bit passed i am still SO GRATEFUL that i reached this far. you are all my precious punddins and i couldn’t be more thankful for you all who followed and wanted to interact with my trash boy !!!!! you have no idea how happy this made me to see, no idea how happy or shocked i was to see all this quality and all this love to show up here! i’ve gotten far on this journey and i feel like i still have so much more to learn and to grow with! this is just a small one but i have something in store for a later time

I LOVE YOU ALL PRECIOUS BABIES!

My squad, my loves <3

@iinvincible // @likeachamp, @chaotiicbutterfly, @mcrtii @immortallionheart @forlornviictor @imnotthesavior @iindomitus @hctdiggity @harlykinns  @reigningwiidow @ccntkill @reidnius @keyhoax @ruinedmission @withusnow @deadwclking @officxrfrixndly @cxpt @xcaptain-jonesx @mistressmxleficent @im-a-hawker @model-on-fire @thickcrskiin @natusexcinis @seesgood @lockpup @littlewxtch @orphanis @twistedncrve @awfulstepmother @rcdleather @smashcd @motheriing  @ofdavina @onlylovedherself  @withusnow @witchyserena @blkwiidow   @tasmaniian @hexxxings @feignedeath @cruelintenticns @gutshct @dccm @tcmbraider @destinaticn  @fractiliis

Goddesses: Hecate

“i sell hardcore drugs.”

“we need help.”

“you’re gonna be okay.”

“believe in the fireflies.”

“got enough ration cards to last us a few months.”

“be careful.”

“i am the romantic type.”

“don’t leave me to turn.”

“it’s gettin’ close to curfew.”

“going outside the wall is suicide.”

“you mumble in your sleep.”

“i hate bad dreams.”

“it’s called luck—and it’s gonna run out.”

“are you still breathing?”

“we’re shitty people.”

“our luck had to run out sooner or later.”

“don’t touch me.”

“she’s infected.”

“just fucking go.”

“i can’t swim.”

“does it sound like i know how to whistle?”

“i’m a pretty good shot with that thing.”

“let’s get the hell outta here.”

“goddammit—i’m clean!”

“i owe you nothin’.”

“there’s one inside.”

“it’s the normal people that scare me.”

“you of all people should understand that.”

“i can handle myself.”

“once upon a time, i had somebody i had to look after.”

“you don’t need to worry about me.”

“fuckin’ hunters.”

“i’ve been on both sides.”

“so–you kill a lot of innocent people?”

“you sacrifice the few to save the many.”

“i don’t think they saw us.”

“trust me, it ain’t easy.”

“damn it—spores.”

“somethin’ on your mind?”

“you make every shot count.”

“just so we’re clear… it was either him or me.”

“how’d i do?”

“yeah, well, i was tryin’ to kill you.”

“you’re bleeding.”

“we can help each other.”

“i saved you!”

“you wanna hear a joke about pizza? …never mind, it was too cheesy.”

“how is it you’re never scared?”

“what are you scared of?”

“i’m scared of ending up alone.”

“it’s all your fault!”

“thanks for not blowin’ my head off.”

“you survived because of me.”

“you lay your hands on me again, it won’t end well for you.”

“you still remember how to kill, right?”

“hey, hey—are you hurt?”

“i guess we’re both disappointed with each other, then.”

“what do you want from me?”

“i can’t get infected!”

“you are treading on some mighty thin ice here.”

“i’ve lost people, too.”

“you have no idea what loss is.”

“everyone i’ve ever cared for has either died or left me.”

“sounds like runners.”

“can you walk?”

“stay the fuck back!”

“i think we’re safe.”

“you’re a better shot with that thing than i am.”

“don’t sound so disappointed.”

“you handled yourself pretty nice back there.”

“i believe that everything happens for a reason.”

“you’re just a kid.”

“i can protect you.”

“i’ll come back for you.”

“you’re a fucking animal.”

“you have no idea what i’m capable of.”

“i’m gonna teach you how to play guitar.”

“another city, another abandoned quarantine zone.”

“is this everything you were hoping for?”

“we don’t have to do this.”

“i ain’t leavin’ without you.”

“i guess you can’t escape your past.”

“hands in the fucking air!”

“i pretty much lost everything.”