Annalogy

How could people make you doubt them yet believe them all the same

You said you are different, and different you were.

A facade, an illusion for a time

But you are one of them.

Annie's tired of forgetting about today and always planning for tomorrow Tommorow and she says, "The saddest day i came across was when I learned that life goes on without me" Without me and she says, "If everyone has someone else, then I ain't got nobody's love to save me" Save me and she says, "I think I'll pass away tonight, 'cause it seems I'll never get it right, it's just me" Annie says.

My Sunday started with my mom waking me, telling me that she'll have to wash the clothes I wore yesterday - which by the way I was still wearing at that moment. I was so tired when I got home last night, I literally dropped on my bed and slept without changing my clothes or washing my face or even brushing my teeth. Okay disgusting. But this has become my habit lately, I personally don't know why I feel tired all the time. 

Upon waking up I had a panic-attack because, for the nth time, I slept with my contacts on. This has lead me to the conclusion that I've been forming a lot of 'bad' habits. So after a change of clothes I decided I need to do something new. That I need to start a new 'good' habit.

If you knew me at all you probably can tell that I wasn't the sporty type. I don't even know how to jog, seriously. But there's one physical activity I really enjoy - riding a bike.

Mornings are best for a bike ride. I borrowed my grandfather's bicycle, brought my camera, a bible, a pen and a notebook (I thought it would be nice to do my devotion some place different and quiet) and I was ready to go.  

After a few minutes of riding 'round our subdivision, I found a very nice place to have my devotion. The place wasn't new to me since I've been there quite a few times but I never knew it was so peaceful there during daybreaks.

This log, which was conveniently placed underneath the tree, served as my chair. 

I fell in love with the sound of rustling leaves as the winds blow through them. I was happy and felt very light. I took out my bible and started to read. 

I unintentionally turned this blog into a "reblog" site.  

Anyway, I finally got around to changing my theme (for the nth time) and, well, to making a supposedly decent post (yes this post right here!). Along with the theme, I also changed my username and my sister had been so nice to design the blog’s header for me. I’m pretty much happy with how it all turned out. 

So, with all the changes and stuff, I believe I also need new objectives. From now on, I'll try my very best to:

Blog regularly.

- I cannot promise to do this daily since everything seems to be going all hectic at work. But I'll throw a paragraph or two during the weekends.

Write without pressure </3

- This had been the main reason why I constantly change blogs/usernames - to avoid having followers/readers. Why? Because I feel like I have to please readers all the time. I fear that with every word, I am being judged. I know that sounds stupid and yes it really is stupid. So from now on, without pressure it'll be.

Keep this blog clean and tidy.

- No more messy reblogs or rather I'll minimize reblogging on this blog. I have to keep reminding myself that I labeled this one as a personal blog and that I already have another account for reblogs. (*link*)

Follow and read other personal blogs

- I recently found and followed a few good personal blogs. This had actually led me to cleaning and re-personalizing my blog. I now find it more entertaining to read reviews or even personal posts than scrolling down on numerous photo reblogs - no offense I'm a big fan of reblogs myself.