Life is Odd

Came out to my little sister today and she took it pretty well. She understood that she can't tell our parents because they aren't the most supportive but now I have someone in my family to talk about my crushes to.

My heart goes out to all black lgbt ppl right now. Being attacked on two fronts is terrifying but please know that there are many ppl that will support you and are furious with the things happening right now.

me googling girls in button ups: ✨hope this doesn't awaken anything in me✨

I want to cuddle with her, and hug her, and kiss her. I want her to know that she matters so much to me.

Someone please come slap some sense into me. I've been talking to a girl for 2 days and everytime she texts me I get flooded with happiness and the desire to kiss her.

No one: Me: *watches Sylena edits and wishes I had a relationship like that*

No one: Absolutely no one: Me: *daydreams about my future wife during zoom classes*

ok but... ♡♡♡GIRLS♡♡♡ ♡♡LOVING♡♡ ♡♡♡GIRLS♡♡♡

I tried to write a song about a pretty girl I saw on Instagram and started crying instead.

If a pretty girl could give me a hug it would make me happy and maybe even burst into tears.

Imagine, its 5 or 10 years in the future. You have a wife/girlfriend that you love with all your heart. You were able to go to a pride parade and march in the streets and sing and dance and laugh.

Imagine laying in bed with our arms around eachother. Giggling in the soft glow of sunrise. Kissing eachother and just being happy.

Recently when I'm sad I just think about my future wife and things get a lot better

Imagine if we were eating conversation hearts and I gave you one that said "I love you" and everything was okay

The first time I kissed a girl I was so scared but it was so worth it. It meant so much to me because I was able to open up to someone and I was able to shut up so many anxieties I hadn't even realized I had.

Imagine if you were the baker's daughter and I was a castle maid and we met up at the mill to pick up flour for our respective jobs and I gave you a violet and you held my hand as we walked back to town.