Some vaguely alterhuman blog.

im terrible at being a real person but i think i'd make an excellent fictional character

i want to see the symbolism ppl would weave into the fanart of me. i want to see who id be shipped with. i want to see what discourse ppl would have about me.

@funnier-as-fictionkin If this counts and hasn't been tagged yet, that is

Anyway this is just another part of my life where I notice it happening. Its just a fact of living for me. And when I say "there is no answer" -- sometimes there is, but it isn't constant. I can't trust my own judgment. Its why I go back and forth on my philosophy of why I am alterhuman quite a lot. Something could be missing. I must have missed some perspective that I didn't consider. There is no answer: an answer can't exist because the answer existing means you assume you're correct, which is bad, and ultimately limits perspective (which is terrible). You should always question what you think or feel about it in case you're wrong or missed something. Its more the obsessive part becomes tiring because its just a cycle of anxiety.

i really need to use the tagging system better. cant tell if i post i reblogged is just lost through the search of if i deleted it a while ago.

alright so i need to use the "sort later" tag more often and actually do the sorting im meant to do later on

give your intrusive thoughts a name so that when they crop up you can say fuck off Jesse. Or Charlie. Or uhh… Patricia. Idk

is it bad when you see a fun picture of The Character and you think "wow im so cute"