IS THERE A NARRATOR I CAN'T SEE?

ive given myself a much-needed reality check and this is insane.

it was one thing to have one of my friends disappear overnight. and another thing to watch you all make it into a game. but now you’ve got my best friend convinced that there’s some answer, some puzzle we can solve to get them back.

they were traumatized by this, and now you’re trying to throw them into a delusion. people keep asking me if i’m actually from averno or some other dimension or otherwise not real. asking if i’m hiding “”clues”” in my fucking writing.

do any of you realize how much HARDER you’re making this? i was almost believing some of this shit. you had me doubting that i was real. had me worried i was some... some character in a story.

kenny went missing and while i was vulnerable people had the audacity to challenge the idea i even existed. but i’m not. i’m real. i’m real and alive and i’m NOT confined to some stupid role.

i  can’t watch my best friend waste themself away on some idiot who up and disappears on them. but if you really want to find them i’d look at the latest averno secrets post.

thats what im going to do 

im saving my last words about this for later

so i can post it at the top of the blog

and so i can look over it a few times

thank you. 

honestly for me what helps is looking at other art. read a bunch. watch a bunch. listen to a bunch of music. find what resonates, what you love, and ask yourself why it works and why you love it.