Vanidades de mi vida

“look.. sometimes the people we like, don’t like us back. and it’s painful but there’s nothing we can do about it. i know what it’s like when someone doesn’t feel the same way about you. it’s.. someone you can’t stop thinking about. it hurts. but you can’t make people like you. love isn’t about grand gestures, or the moon and the stars. it’s just dumb luck. and sometimes, you meet someone who feels the same way. and then sometimes, you’re unlucky. but one day, you’re gonna meet someone who appreciates you for who you are. i mean, there’s seven billion people on the planet. i know one of them is gonna climb up on a moon for you.”

Su modo de ser río, de ser aire,

De ser adiós y nunca.”

me thinking about how i genuinely thought pelle was a nice guy and that i was lowkey attracted to him but then remembering that he’s literally part of a death cult and is complacent in their murders

me after remembering what an asshole christian was to dani and how vindicating it was to watch him burn but then remembering the harga also killed josh, simon, and connie who didn’t deserve to die and dani is seemingly okay with living with the death cult despite this

me laughing at josh’s dick out scene but then seeing simon blood-eagled in the chicken coop literally a minute later

me thinking about the temple burning scene and noticing how pelle’s brother volunteered to be burned and then suddenly remembering that pelle’s parents also died in a fire and how it was his idea to bring in new people to burn instead of the harga sacrificing more of their citizens

me enjoying the symbolism of the harga screaming in literal empathetic pain when others of their group are in pain, and how the motif of mirrors/reflections appeared throughout the movie to solidify this theme, but then remembering that it also symbolizes their own version of empty societal norms in which they act empathetic towards another but don’t offer any actual support a la how christian always treated dani

me talking about and analyzing the movie with my brother but then remembering he’s 15 and i fucking took him to this movie that was rated R and almost NC-17 for a good fucking reason