This Song on Repeat

Remember when I was excited about October? Yeah me too. Before the melt down. Bye one of the most confusing months thus far. (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CHCPh7eBiW4/?igshid=1bbsp2efwj2dx

Credit/inspiration for this look goes to @ageofaquaria . Since seeing her create this look I’ve always wanted to recreate it. I didn’t think I had the talent to do so. How did I do? I wish I had better content then this but I immediately had a panic attack right after taking this video 😂😭😰. My body is still in shock and filled with anxiety. I’ve been struggling with my drag and body this week. The changes that are happening. As well as finding some self worth in my community, which I’ve been reflecting on a lot, but I finally broke. Gonna rest but I want to start October off with a promise to challenge myself in my drag this month. #queer #trans #lgbtq #navajo #nativeamerican #indigenous #makeup #drag (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CFzfQ2Oh14z/?igshid=ey0tcpxbjw9q

And that’s a wrap on a year... last June I decided to go on walks/hikes on a daily basis. I really had no idea it would turn into a daily habit for a whole year... I did it for me. I had no idea I was holding on to so much darkness, trauma, and just negative energy. I’m still very much cruel and unfair to myself now, but I’m finding a balance. My goal has always to be love 💙💙💙 (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCFIVFEB61r/?igshid=11olqwwk2tex3

#blackouttuesday (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA7fzpYhaau/?igshid=40xgwdincnnf

#blacklivesmatter https://www.instagram.com/p/CA7bIlbhR7m/?igshid=1incgt0h47wig

It’s June! Happy #pride month! And remember A black transwoman threw the first brick at stonewall starting a RIOT that would start the work toward equality for ALL queer people in America. I have so much to be thankful for this year, and I wanna uplift others. #trans people are inherently a political statement (unfortunately). I’m here to help uplift other minorities and disenfranchised groups.... I’m here to listen and give voices to #BIPOC #blacklivesmatter . To do that fully I finally came out to my mom as Trans, today. Now I’m all in. I’m ready to march for all of us. #queer rights were built and gained on the backbones of protest/riots. Let’s help our brothers and sisters out (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/CA6Era2hlkw/?igshid=13rffdzu247dx

A month ago today the gyms in town were closed due to covid 19. I miss my gym @durangosportsclub . I was so afraid to loose my progress but a month ago today I started outside runs/workouts and have kept up every single day. I don’t think I’ve had a break and I’m very proud of my commitment. I don’t have a scale, but I can honestly say I see and feel a difference. I am happy with my progress. (at Durango, Colorado) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Il6Onhm7T/?igshid=1g8z3r4zaf17a