Darling Divine

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v

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the hard way,

in that I mean, I've been abused, thought it was love and stayed.

I was one of the lucky ones.

I can tell lies

I can hurt

But for what it's worth

It's not!

I can get lost in my mind

I can tell myself not to feel.

But for what it's worth

I know it's not real.

I've gotten so used to the pain.

Used the the empty feelings.

No longer care, can't care.

I'm at peace knowing I'm alone.

Closed off from the world, it's okay.

Finally away, away from the sound of the life

This is what I feel this is what I like...

That's life

Can't feel shit no more.

Im drowning

in my tears,

No way out.

CAN'T find peace,

No Damn piece of mind.

I've tried everything,

The drugs don't numb

This pain anymore.

I never knew a feeling so dark

So empty. I feel so lost, please help me.

Have i lost it all? Is it even worth it?

Im a joke, my life was a joke.

Look at me talking to myself

In past 10ths. Is this it?

Is this all? Do I even have

It in me to try or will I just

Lose myself even more?