all the roads lead back to the loneliness ive felt ever since i was a child

Isolating myself from everyone sounds like the best option.

"my daughter turned out fine" ma'am, ur daughter's eyes light up when someone calls her a 'good girl'..

If I was bleeding out on the floor, I’d be more worried about the mess I’m making in front of you. My last words would be “I’m sorry for the mess I left on your floor, please don’t hate me.”

For the first time in months I really want to slit my wrists and thighs open until my skin is red.

How long will it take me to fuck this up? A week? A month? A year? Does it matter If it happens anyway?

I'm so unlovable it actually needs to be studied

I don’t want to be mysterious i want someone to notice i’m drowning without me having to say anything.

I wish people liked me the way I like them.

Why can't I make you happy. Its not fair, what do they have that I don't.

I’m slowly realizing that you never really needed me the way I needed you.

Me shutting down is far worse than me blowing up, I promise.