marie

Am I wasting youth? Is this what I am supposed to do?

Starving for the bad Evil Experience the outside of my comfort zone The endlessness Darkness

But what if ? Is it worth all that? Is that what I want to be?

It approaches me Smiling, Hiding,

Gullibility,

That there is no good

Within the dark Within the light

Sparkling small town lights

Possibilities and loveless fright

Romanticization

Without understanding of love

Doubt of existence

Low feelings until I burst

discrimination,

crowd frowns,

show offs

freedoms penetration

For no reason.

Stress accumulation,

hardened hearts of the young

A generation that “has a choice”

overdose on chaotic impression, 

Gen Z

Great depression

confused heads

a school filled with dark smoke

fading fires

dying butterflies that were gonna fly

carrying hopes of those

whose lives had just begun

sickening authority, 

scraping out every last bit of motivation

talking about the enlightenment 

1783

showing us proof,

contradicting them selves,

adoring people that would have hated them

desperation ties me down

I wanna live life to the fullest,

but what is life filled with?

It sure is full o’ evil spirits

and misconceptions,

that have been clenched together,

getting tighter as history fades forward

A knot is a dark masterpiece, 

made by confusion and pride

One could drown in its depth

 and get lost looking for honey and light

I wanna get a taste of honey

People have mentioned it

I wanna know what it feels like

to let the milk of innocence 

drip down my throat

as I see life’s marvelous fruit

adjusted to my taste 

and I wanna see the bare me

I wanna see my uncensored desires and longings

Let them guide me

through this meteoric rain

It’s freezing 

still breathing

turning pain

into power

you’ll get virtue

and strength

Find use 

in the depth

of the cold

be bold

like wizardry

makes you warm