A Cray Cray Slytherin🐍 Gamer 🎮 Girl 🏳️‍🌈

I'm not crying you are

And the comes when you tried. You get tired of waiting, of always being there for everyone, but no one is there for you. You tried to telling yourself, believing that things will be as you imagine them. You get tired of disappointments, lies… You tried to convincing, pretending, promises, many things. You tried of always telling yourself “everything is perfect” when it is not always like that. You get tried. And the worst thing is that nobody realizes how that makes you feel. And there comes a time when you realize that in looking for others is where it hurts the most, because if you realize that if you are not looking for anyone, no one is looking for you. I hate being bad with the people that matter to me, I hate that many times it seems that they don’t care what happens, I hate caring so much because I always give more than I should do and I always get hurt and dissapointed, I hate being fragile but showing that I am strong, I hate keeping my feelings to avoid as much damage as posible, I hate feeling what when I said something it’s wrong, I hate make it feel like I’m invisible, I hate not being able to feel too much good enough.

i'm thoroughly convinced that i would feel a millionth time sexier if i wore a dagger straped to my thigh all the time