see you at the equator

the thing about being alone is that it’s so peaceful and freeing and cool apart from the evenings you descend into literal hell

They weren’t lying when they said that as an adult you have to fight for your life to practice your hobbies

They also weren’t lying when they said that when you fail to do so your soul shrivels up inside your body and dies

i am begging everyone to tune in to widows bay on apple tv. it has it all. small island location. matthew rhys endearing try hard mayor. quirky and hilarious staff. evil fog. haunted inns. amazing comedic moments. killer clowns. boogeymen. sea hags. a dead priest. episode 4 my favorite by far. i love you patricia and i want to be your friend. my new favorite show rn

i do not “delete sentences” when they start “hindering the plot” i COPY PASTE THEM into a SEPARATE DOC made just for keeping all my USELESS LINES that i will also NEVER USE so therefore i should JUST DELETE THEM but i DONT because id FEEL BAD if i did

"it's just stress" oh thank god, it's just the silent killer that slowly kills you, perfectly harmless, no need to worry

don't worry about me when I say this but I think in a way being hunted for sport would be a relief. my nervous system would be like, wow. finally, a proportional reaction

there’s just something so pure about the innies in severance falling in love. they’re not living with the same social pressures to find a partner that we do. they’re not thinking about who’s going to take care of them in their old age, or who’s going to be a good parent to their children. i’ve seen people compare them to teenage romance and that doesn’t really click with me either because teenagers have their own social pressures, who’s going to elevate my social status, who are my parents going to like, who are my friends going to like…the innies don’t have any of that going on either. It’s just “wow i really like being around this person. I like the version of myself i become around this person. Being with this person gives me a better understanding of my own identity and my own humanity. Being with this person gives me a better understanding of Right and Wrong, motivating me to fight against injustice. Being with this person makes me want to be alive, despite the horrors. I’ll burn down the whole world if you try to take this person away from me. there’s nothing you could offer me that would compel me to leave this person.”

i hate it when people ask me to "explain my thought process" like hell if i know

"what's going on in that head of yours?" nothing i want to be a part of