aleksander

day and night the gravest foes       still none have seen them waging wars         leaves the day, oh the fading gleams     and the night comes with his shining stars   they share their time like sons their will each day their crown, mutely they change the day of his light, and of darkness gloats night yet still dwells there a bond too strange what if they were to coexist the blackened rays and the daylight’s spark would their spring like humans be the glittering face, and the heart dark                         - Kanav Justa

As most of you know, in July i had two major hospital stays. The first being for my mental health, as I became suicidal and relapsed into self harm. The second was about two weeks later, when I had a rare reaction to a new medication they put me on in the hospital called Neuroleptic Malignant Syndrome. I had high fevers not dipping below 102 degrees for a week, and at one point it spiked to 106 degrees and I was admitted to the ICU. On top of that, I had another reaction to another medicine that resulted in a feverish and itchy rash all over my entire body, face included. July was a really rough month for me. 

I only made $538 dollars last month, which doesn’t even cover my rent, much less my medication, food, basic necessities, and my utility bills. 

I’ve set up a Ko-fi, a PayPal pool, and i have both CashApp and Venmo, and I am just so desperately asking that if you’re in a position to donate a few dollars to help me out, I would be eternally grateful. I’m in the process of looking for a second job to cover expenses, but in the meantime I’m just asking for help. 

You can buy me a Ko-fi here You can donate through PayPal here or Venmo/CashApp @emileebizzle 

Please don’t feel pressured in any way, but the support, literally anything at all, would help so much and make such a difference. Even reblogging this post could help.

thank you so, so much.

Rowan, at last!

Princess Cleo Bellos and Prince Magnus Damora // Falling Kingdoms series by @morganrhodes