"i can't feel the way i did before

Takeru’s watermelon hat xD

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Only on the surface..Did that mean the changes he was seeing were superficial somehow? A facade?  “Well..you have known them all a lot longer than I have and you aren’t the type to lie so I believe you.” He managed a small smile, weak but it was still a smile. “You know..You seem a lot more grown up than I am.” He chuckled, gaze shifting back to the soccer field. “Funny with us being the same age and all. Do you ever..get scared like I do when it comes to this stuff?” It was an innocent question, one he wouldn’t pester Takeru to answer.

“Secondly--what are you afraid of, really? Are you afraid of never achieving your own goals... or are you afraid that everyone else will achieve theirs first? Because there’s a big difference between those two things.” Takeru finally looked away from Daisuke, and out over the field his friend's eyes had also been scanning. “I’m pretty sure I do fall into that first category.”

“So. How many numbers have you gotten in… let’s say, the last month?” Wallace refuses to let some hat-loving nerd beat him at his own game.

“it’s not fair to ask something like that! I usually delete their numbers fairly quickly so... it’s hard to remember,” he lied.

It was embarrassing. His cheeks felt like they were on fire, the brunet trying to wipe away more tears. He didn’t want to be thought of as week, especially with him being a leader. And a beacon of happiness for the team but right now he just couldn’t seem to hold it together. “I just..I feel like all I do is mess up lately. And it’s difficult knowing that. I’ve been trying but it seems like I’m still as reckless as ever while you and the others are moving forward and maturing. I hate feeling left behind. My family doesn’t even notice the changes I’ve made.”

“Do you get what I’m saying?” He almost thought he could admit to Daisuke that he felt the same way about himself. But this conversation wasn’t about him. It was about Daisuke.

It’s a Pata-party! :D Was rearranging some stuff and decided to take some pics of my digimon plushie collection; Patamon and Gomamon are probably the biggest parts of said collection :3

“I’m not that sensitive.” Daisuke countered but it was only half-hearted. He couldn’t deny that and sound sure about it at the same time. “I’m just tired of making everyone angry. I always seem to say the wrong thing.”

“I think the people who truly matter know that you never purposefully try to be insulting.”

a late daikeru for my ultimate senpai @varichina

“Why is it girls are so unbelievably sensitive sometimes?” He could never really win when it came to girls. But then again he had equal amounts of trouble with guys. He never knew when to keep his mouth shut which got him into quite a few situations.

“Are they?” Takeru tilted his head to the side and watched Daisuke in amusement. “I general, they don’t seem any more sensitive than you, Daisuke-kun.” He wondered who Daisuke could be referring to this time. Was he still interested in Hikari?