Hunter

I’m 23 now, and let me tell you what I’ve come to discover about the world since the times i posted frequently on here at the ages of 17&18.

I’m not the only one with feelings, everyone has super complex feelings, backgrounds, and interests. Teenagers tend to pretend they are the only people sad and going through heart break, even though deep down they know they aren’t. Teenagers are narcissistic when it comes to their own feelings and expect everyone to cater to them. No one owes you anything.

Another thing i realized is when it comes to myself, i like men who are the opposite of me. Shy but a little teasing, extremely caring, more the type to hang out at home with friends rather than go out. I find myself to be more outgoing and ready to party on a whims notice. I make out with men for attention, but never sleep with them because quite frankly i do not like being seen as this shell of a human for someone to stick their dick in. I need to know someone, explore their feelings and thoughts before it gets to that point. I’ve also realized that i don’t have one specific body type I’m attracted to. I really look at faces. If someone has big eyes and when they look at me i feel like I’m melting away, that’s when i know. Personality truly matters to me more than looks, and i hope that whoever i end up with sees me for me and not just my external beauty.

I’ve also realized that i do not need someone to be happy. Of course i have bad days, but so does everyone. On and overall basis i love myself, and who I’ve become.