Darkcloudspoetry

Only a child

They could’nt give you what you needed the most

Safety

Stability

Care and tenderness seems just feels to much

You don’t want anyone to care

Wounded but not broken

Not used to being loved

I feel for you and that little child who just had to survive

You’re all grown up now

But you still carry it with you

Even though you deny it

Alcohol has been your escape from the deep pain in your heart

I forgive you for not giving me what I needed

You are still a wounded child

Let me just hold you for a while

Gratitude

The warmth from other people

The warmth of kind words

Those little acts of care

I feel deep gratitude for the perfectly people in my life

Despite the feeling of being alone I’m surrounded by beautiful things, kindness and love

You feel like home to me

My safeplace

You get me like nobody else

Your laughter makes me melt

Those sad deep blue eyes

I just wanna drown in them

I could stay in your arms forever

Hide from this fucked up world with you

Us against the world

You have changed my perspective

You make me think outside the box

Thank you for giving my life a new meaning

To a place far far away from here

I’m swimming on the surface, but the water keeps dragging me down

Deep down to a place where nothing exsist

Pounding heart

Tinglig from head to toe

It’s just you and me in this dimention

We’re floating togheter

Hand in hand

Two souls united

What if the magic suddenly disappears?

Will I survive

Or will the feeling of emptiness bury my soul?

I’m to far gone

The sky would turn grey

Raindrops would surley fall

Down into my empty soul

Losing you at this point would be losing a part of myself

You are one of the few that managed to tear down my big rock solid wall

With patience and kidness you have showed me how it’s supposed to be

To me you are the missing piece

A soul that I’ve always been looking for