Me;

everyday is just why am i not dead

you've gotta be kind to yourself no matter what

this is twice as true in the winter

the world isn't ending and you don't need to kill yourself it's literally december. it's december. and you need to be nice to yourself.

I'm currently stuck between wanting to km$ right now and saying "let's wait another week :D" for the 835373829202737329th time

It would be nice if I died not by my own hand, like getting randomly hit by a truck, a bullet to the head out of nowhere, or even a piano falling from above and crushing me, at least then I wouldn’t have to bother finding a way and the courage to kill myself lmao

what if i did do it... like I mean. I dont know... there's knives, pills, rope.... but I don't know.... I don't want to. But I like the idea of not being here. Especially right now. I wish i could just walk off into the woods.... And that's it. Thats the end. No death. No pain. I just go into the woods and I don't come back. Its like a book. The character disappeared. We don't know what happened. And that's okay. I just want to be gone. To cease to exist.

It's like living a life where I know 100% I'm gonna kill myself soon

i don't wanna be alone anymore, but i don't wanna interact with people and be hurt again. i don't wanna hurt anyone either, and i don't want more people to hate me. what the fuck am i supposed to do? i really wanna kms rn

I don't want to wake up tomorrow morning

Favorite hobbies: daydreaming, overthinking, regretting the choices you made, thinking about people who don’t give a shit about you anymore and wondering if it’s worth living or just ending it all

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