me :)

Thats why I keep caving in

My down bad era I hate it its funny

I like you too much

It’ll hurt if we stop meeting up and stop talking

But they way you speak to me is different

I know you contacted me, I’m sorry I didn’t reply I can’t say anything else except that I forgot about it.

I miss you, i miss talking to you, I miss our occasional calls, I just miss you.

I still think you’re one of my best friends , you were there at my lowest and I’m thankful for that

Hopefully one of my life plans goes well and then I can finally come meet you

I don’t want to promise that I’ll be able to message you soon but I’ll try my best as I want you to know what’s been going on in my life and I want to hear about yours.

Im so sorry for being out of reach

I love you and I miss you bubs.

I think these coming months I’m gonna spiral into something deep and unwanted

And for sure gonna have episodes

IM SO EXCITED

but the strong urge to gatekeep is there 😭😭

PLEASE BACK OFF

jkjk