Finally I got it … the mystery of my whole life solved.
My mom decided to let me know that I didn’t suffer childhood trauma from when my brother passed away… because I was too young to remember.
Mind you I was the little kid who was having tea party’s with my brother after he passed away…
But no your night… i was saved from the horrors of missing him because I only knew his love for me and our sibling bond for 4 years of my live.
Now i get it…
You ever feel like your part of a group but your not. Because you weren’t there for that one big thing the group did. Kinda like an inside story type deal. (Like… oh, you weren’t there you wouldn’t understand)
But in all reality you were there, they just forgot about you because you were just quiet all the time.
And you were quiet all the time because you didn’t understand wtf was going on and no one would explain to you. … because they thought you were too young.
