To the boy I will never forget.
I write this on the 12/1/19.
A new year with the prospect of a new beginning. I still miss Sam as much as I’ve always done. Something however feels different this time. I am listening to Ariana Grande “Better Off” for the 30th time this week. A song that resonates in my mind and heart. For a know I will never love again or find someone like the boy I met when I was 22. Sam was the love of my life, a boy who will always be in my heart. Funnily I’m remembering the first time I fell in love with him. London 2015 - the best time in my 23 years of existing. It was in that moment I knew I’d found my best friend. At 26 however I’m writing this having lost that and spending the majority of my time alone, thinking of him. With the future prospect that I am now on my own, I somehow find comfort as I know I can’t hurt him with my arguments. To the boy I’ll never forget, I hope you are now happy
x
