Head Full of Dreams

“I get that.” Jackson said, and he really did. He often wished he could just take off and live a different life, away from all the pain of his current one. But he knew that his was a type of pain that would follow him wherever he goes. He shrugged, “I don’t know… Classes haven’t been so great, I guess. Right before Mateo and I broke up, we signed up for a lot of the same classes. He picked them based on things he thought we should be working on, and now it’s just kind of a reminder of everything I don’t have.” Did he even have anythign good happening in his life right now? He wasn’t sure. It didn’t feel like it. 

I suppose that makes sense then, Sir. Being human means so many f’ed up things, but also good ones too. I guess you should just make the most of both sides. Both can teach you things in the end.

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I try to ignore the messed up things as much as possible, to be honest.  There's a lot of misery out there, but I like to believe that if we choose to focus on the good things, and help out the ones that can't help themselves, the world can be a really great place.

“I’ve been wondering the same thing.” Jackson said pointedly, though his expression was soft. He didn’t blame Daniel for being away so long, wanting to pursue his dreams and live his life. But Jackson had missed him. He pulled in a deep breath and exhaled, feeling a bit more relaxed than he had in a long time. It was really nice to finally have Daniel home, he decided. It didn’t fix anything that was wrong with Jackson’s life, but it was nice to have him close by again. “I hope so.” He whispered.

Finn was visual and did like the vision. Even if it was from a boy. He was getting use to the idea that guys gave more blow jobs here than girls. And guys were REALLY good at it. He imagined it was because his giver at the moment also had a dick. Finn worried he might not be this good back. He once had to eat a popsicle without biting into it after a dental appointment. Was that the same?

Finn lean back, lifting his hips off the coach a little. It felt amazing, and even more so as Daniel caressed his balls. He felt the need to fuck into the man’s mouth increase. He took a deep breath. He wanted to take this slow. “Wow, you are.. good.” he said in a rush horse voice. “You have really sexy eyes.. ” he saw  bead of precum flow from the tip of his cock.

Daniel smirked as well as he could around Finn's cock when Finn started to lift his hips off the couch a little.  He loved it when he was able to drive someone crazy enough that they couldn't really control themselves.  He sucked harder and pulled off after a moment, smiling and breathing hard up at Finn.  He licked his lips and grinned.  "Thanks.  You have a really nice cock," he said and licked the head of Finn's cock again.

That’s a good start to your stay here then, Mr Schuester.

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I hope so.  I don't really think I've found my place yet, but I'm going to keep working on it.

Maybe, we’ll see. 

It is what it is. I stopped pitying myself about it a long time ago. There isn’t, yuo’re right, but someone’s always gotta be saying something. So i decided i’d make them talk about things I don’t care about. It does make me happy and I’m making money off it, so I’m good.

Please?  I'll keep asking really nicely until you say yes.

That is one way to deal with it, yes. Oh, I do enjoy music - mostly 40′s, 50′s and jazz on my record player. I just do not create or compose or play music myself. Mostly, I enjoy studying. Science and medical journals, mostly. I plan on being a medical researcher once I am finished with this place, hopefully. Other than that, I enjoy sex and Dominanting - knife and pain play mostly.

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I do love jazz!  But I'm more into that experimental weird stuff they were doing with jazz in the 60s.  The Yardbirds, stuff like that.  But that's good!  I don't know anyone who's ever told me they like studying before.  But it's great.  And to go into medicine is even greater, there's so much to do in that field, especially in research.  Those are things I'm not so familiar with, but I guess I'll get the chance to explore domming with some more extreme kinks here.

You’re just about the only one. Uh…yeah, I mess around with it a little, I guess. Well, I was born to an alcoholic and an idiot. Daddy has lots of money but no class and pretty much forgot about me the moment I was born. My brother’s the only one he notices. Since they refused to acknowledge my existence, I leave it to the rest of the world to notice. I have a lot of sex and let everyone know about it because they can’t expose me if I expose myself first. 

We should definitely play together sometime then!  I haven't had much cause to pull out the violin lately, it would be really cool to try my hand at it again.  And it's always more fun with someone else.  

That would be my guess, based on logic and my minimal understanding of the situation. I cannot read music myself, though I have never tried. Honestly, that sounds as realistic hypothesis as any.

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I guess so.  Honestly I don’t try to spend too much time thinking about why I am the way I am, and try to just figure out how to live with it. So if you're not into music, you must have some awesome hobby.  What are you into?  

I suppose you could say that, Sir. This place can also be a bit overwhelming when you first come here, so there’s that too. Oh… Are there many pieces missing still, Sir?

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I haven't felt overwhelmed so much.  I mean, I kind of grew up here, so it's not really the strangeness of being in a new place, just looking at it in a different light, I guess.  I wish I could tell you.  I'm starting to think that being human means feeling a little unfinished.

Hey! I’m Eli Hummel and I’m a submissive Sir. How was the journey? Do you need help with anything?

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Well, Eli, it's really nice to meet you.  No problems on the drive over, thankfully, and it's nice to be here.  Strangely feels like coming home.  But I could always use a hand!  I think things have changed a little on campus since I've been here last, if you want to give me a little update tour.

My first tip is to deal with this issue, or you’ll burn out before your first semester is over. Other than that, socialise. With an institute this size, you are likely to be intertwined with a lot of these people through your siblings, your subs and their siblings, for the rest of your life. Make good impressions.

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Thanks, Mr. Sutton.  I'll do my best.  I feel like I've started to make some pretty good friends already.  I mean, I hope.  Just in a little bit of a weird position here.

Well, that must be nice. People recognize me by my last name too, and it’s not as nice and happy. That certainly is a lot. Violin, huh? I know a thing or two about that. Sounds smart, honestly. Oh yeah, what is it you want to do with yourself then? My story - we don’t have time for my story. Besides, most of what people know about me is splashed on the cover of every tabloid at the grocery store. Or, if you’re really interested, i put it all out there for my subscrivers on Only Fans.

That makes sense, honestly. Sounds, numbers - they are all black and white in regards to thinking. Your brain probably has an easier time deciphering and understanding them. It is certainly most people, yes. It is the easiest cardio workout to obtain, especially around here.

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I guess that makes some kind of sense.  There must be a reason that music makes a whole lot more sense to me than everything else.  I don't know about numbers so much, but there is a lot of hidden math in music that my brain must process already without me really feeling like I'm super connecting with it or something.

Truth be told, your dad seems like a nice man. I mean, it takes a lot to run a place like this and it can’t be easy, and he takes it pretty well. You too, Daniel. So what were you doing before coming here?

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I think he manages pretty well, yeah.  And was able to balance us kids too.  I'm sure it wasn't easy and probably still isn't, but I feel pretty grateful for everything.  I was honestly not doing too much.  I got really embroiled in this little niche theatre troupe off-off Broadway.  Maybe it deserved another off too, we didn't really do...well in the financial sense.  But I learned a lot, and I really enjoyed it. It just started to become clear that I was losing sight of what I should be doing. Namely coming here.

Finn was impressed with Dan’s skills. He was trying not to be to nervous. Finn had it set in his mind that he was pretty much happy being a heterosexual. He got a blow jo b in the locker, and realized maybe it was cool to be open minded. He forgot Dan’s question, he just liked how his mouth felt. He moaned and lean forward, his hands entangled in the male’s red locks. He bucked his hips forward, feeling his cock hit the back of the man’s throat. “Oh.” He muttered. “mm.. you are .. skilled.” He slid his cock fully from the male’s lip. He smirked, tracing Dan’s lips with his tip.