Playin' my heart just like a guitar string

Okay so Spring Break was suppose to be this week. You know, the calm before school starts back again and is full forced for a month and a half then right into finals week. The time where you’re suppose to have fun with everything and relax. Well not me. As if seeing the truth from a friend that you thought would always be there for you show their true colors and turn into a flat out bitch that doesn't care at at all wasn't enough to make you lose your mind. How about busting your ass good to where you are in a boot and unable to walk or do a damn thing on your own? Can it be any worse? no. at this point probably not. I’m sick of being misled by people that I thought gave a damn about me when in reality, they don’t. I’m sick of people acting like they’re there for me and give a damn, when they don’t. I feel helpless. Nobody gives a damn. I hate having to depend on people when I am crippled up. I am independent and I sure as hell don’t need people in my life that are going to be hypocritical mother fucking bitches. Go ahead people, put your nose in my face and judge me for my words, when you need to wake the hell up and look at your actions. The people you nit pick and think are the bad guys aren’t anywhere near as bad as you and your judgmental, hypocritical personalities.