Eyes on You
You and Yoongi have been together for 3 months. It's been an extraordinary time together despite having to keep quiet about it to avoid media attention. His brothers are super supportive, but maybe a little too much. You don't notice it until it's too late though and now you're thrust into a life you didn't ask for.
Pairing: Yandere Idol OT7 x Fem/AFAB Reader
Word Count: 7,734
Warnings: +18, Obsession, Yandere, Possessive, Future Smut, Dub-Con, Angst, Fear
I do not condone the behavior being exhibited in my work. This is solely for entertainment purposes and I hope if any of you are ever in a situation like this that you have the chance and ability to run away from it. Take care out there.
DO NOT copy, edit, or repost my work anywhere.
Chapter 1 Warnings: None for now!
A/N: Hiiii! Hello! The day has finally come! I was so distraught with losing all my work and honestly? It's not worth building up so much of it just to lose it all because I wanted to do weekly updates like I did with Covetous. Losing everything after dropping my phone - from a foot high mind you - devastated me. It's not just my work that I lost but so many memories... I'm trying to not let it get to me but if one thing is for sure: it has encouraged me to write even more. To work harder. The first chapter was a breeze to make. Some alterations here and there but I remember the most part of what I wanted to convey in each chapter. Also, thank the heavens I shared those two snippets back then. Honestly it helped a bit haha. Also, also, also,, Idk what time I plan on dropping these chapters. Schedule is kind of willy wonky right now but yeh π€§ I'll probably drop them at random times lol. Enough rambling! Here's Eyes on You Chapter 1!
You've never been one to show off your life for all to see so when it comes to keeping your relationship quiet you don't even bat an eye over it. It's for the best really seeing as you're with someone whose career is partly based off of fanservice. That means pretending he belongs to the audience is of utmost importance. Despite how odd that is you don't complain because at the end of the day you're the one who Min Yoongi fell in love with and you're the body he worships every chance he gets.
Being in a relationship with Yoongi you've learned that privacy is always at a risk of breaking out onto the news. So that means no public displays of affection and your mask has to be on to conceal your faces whenever you two go out alone together. He makes sure to go the extra mile and adds a baseball cap and maybe some sunglasses. It depends on his level of paranoia for the day.
Yoongi is very protective over what you have and he's made it clear to you that he doesn't plan on letting you go even if the news breaks out that he's in a relationship, but it's better to be safe than sorry so please keep quiet about it.
In some ways you're a little paranoid yourself. As a just in case you switched your social media accounts on to private in case anybody would try and find any "incriminating evidence" to use against you and to help stave off the feeling of being watched. Yoongi says he feels a little bad about that but you told him that it's fine. The fact of the matter is is that you're in a relationship with a BTS member one of the most popular musicians of all time.
You feel like one day too soon the news will break out about you two but until then you'll enjoy the privacy. Enjoy the silence.
One of the things you learned about Yoongi is that he has a lot of love to give. He's unfairly portrayed as being aloof or mean by those who don't know him well. You've gotten the pleasure to get to know him better and you've come to the realization that he is one of the most sweetest of people you've ever met. And seeing his relationship with his brothers is even sweeter. You've seen them interact together. Yoongi may be quiet at times but he dotes on his bandmates in a way that has your heart pumping fast. Just seeing how kind he is warms you up and you can't help but to tease him on it. He blushes a deep shade of red over it but he doesn't tell you to stop. In fact you think he likes it.
When you met all seven men it was because you were introduced to Bang Sihyuk and your meeting with him and your new boss, Kang Hana, was due to a recommendation given by a friend. You're not as close to this friend as before but you're thankful because of them you got to meet the man you're hoping to spend the rest of your life with. Along with six other men who have a lot to give themselves.
They always want to make sure that you're happy and comfortable. Especially when you go to visit their home. You're not unfamiliar with the place as you have slept over before.
Another thing is that the six men are just as protective of you as Yoongi is. It's a bit startling really because you feel like you're not someone worth so much attention but they let you know otherwise.
You appreciate the care and concern and you're able to see why Yoongi calls the six men his brothers rather than just his bandmates. They're just that sweet and just that close.
Right now you're lying on the couch in Yoongi's studio watching a movie on his large monitor. He's curled up behind you with an arm draped over you keeping you close. Moments like these are what you live for.
Yoongi needed a break from work and so he invited you over to which you were all for it. You don't come to his studio often as you don't want to mix business with pleasure but during times like now where he needed a distraction you're willing to give him just that.
At some point his hand moves around as if in search of something. You're about to ask what's going on but he finds what he's looking for which is your own hand. He laces your fingers together and holds both his and yours close to your chest. You can't help but to smile.
You brush your thumb over his skin and hear how he gives a content hum at the feeling.
This moment is filled with complete bliss. Lying curled up with one another without any worries. One would say you're in your honeymoon phase because of how into each other you both are but you like to think that you're just so in love and that this feeling will carry on for a long time. So long as you two keep up with whatever you're doing then for years to come things will be just as amazing as they are now.
The two of you continue to watch the movie in peace until a bell chimes within the room. You hum questioningly when it comes to you that it's Yoongi's doorbell that went off. The man behind you sighs before kissing the back of your head and before he slowly stands up.
You stretch with a deep moan as he pauses the movie with a click of his mouse before he heads towards his door where the bell chimes off again. He doesn't say anything as he opens the door and once it is he raises a brow at the man stood before him.
"Are you busy, hyung?"
From the voice you can tell it's Jungkook. You imagine his wide doe eyes staring at his older brother in question.
Yoongi looks over to you before looking back towards the maknae. "I'm with Y/N. Why? What's wrong?"
The younger of the two extends over to peek into the studio and looks at you with those wide doe eyes you thought of before. A smile breaks across his lips showing his bunny teeth with a mild scrunch of his nose.
"Noona," he greets excitedly. "I didn't know you were here!"
Yoongi steps back a little so Jungkook can rest his front against the doorframe as he leans towards your direction.
You smile at him and give a small wave. "Hi, Tokki."
At the nickname Jungkook smiles even wider as his ears grow pink.
You took to calling him that because of his resemblance to the small furry creature. Apparently he'd been called that before by some of the members but he said he didn't like it. That is until you made the comparison and he deemed only you worthy of calling him such.
"What were you two up to," he asks. He looks between you and his older brother waiting for an answer.
"We were watching a movie." Yoongi says with a shrug. "What was it you needed by the way?"
"Oh!" Jungkook's brows raise a little. "I bumped into Hobi hyung earlier. He said he tried calling you but you haven't been answering your phone."
Yoongi's brows furrow as he thinks on Jungkook's words before shaking his head softly. "I think my phone is on silent. That's probably why. Sorry about that."
"Don't be." Jungkook looks at you briefly with a smile. "I'm sure he'll understand seeing as you have your hands tied right now."
Yoongi nods with a hint of a smile. "I'll be sure to call Hobi once you leave."
There's a small pout on the maknae's lips. "You're kicking me out already?"
"Yes." Yoongi's answer comes quick but not before he smiles wide like he's told a joke.
"Noona." Jungkook whines as he looks at you.
"What happened, Tokki?" You pout as you look at him like one would to a child who's been scolded.
"I love you."
You huff a laugh. "Love you too, bud."
His eyes seem to shimmer with something unknown to you. Maybe it's mischief but it comes and goes quickly.
Pressing a hand to Jungkook's forehead Yoongi pushes him back. "Alright. See you later."
The last you see of Jungkook is an affronted look that makes you laugh. You know he can easily fight back his hyung but he doesn't. Once he's out Yoongi shuts his door and sighs before making his way towards his desk.
You watch him as he grabs his phone and unlocks it. "Was Hobi calling you?"
He hums. "Yeah. I have three missed calls from him and a text."
"Oh shit." You sit up. "Is it really important?"
Yoongi doesn't say anything as he, you presume, reads the text before he brings the phone up to his ear. He looks at you and sees that your brows are furrowed. He mouths the words "It's okay" before giving you a small smile.
"Hoba." A pause. "What were you calling me for?"
You can't hear what Hoseok is saying nor discern if it's good or bad through Yoongi's expression. He maintains a neutral expression all the while giving hums of confirmation. It's when you are mentioned do your brows perk up.
"We can do that. Y/N's with me by the way." He nods though Hoseok can't see him. "That works for me. I'll give you my end of the track when we meet and then we can go on from there." He pauses and then hums. "Alright. See you then." Yoongi hangs up the phone before slipping it into his pocket.
"What was that about," you ask.
Pressing play on the video Yoongi then walks over so he can climb over you and slips behind you on the couch. "Hoseok's working on his verse but he needed to hear what I have so far." He curls around you and molds his body to yours.
You lift your arm up momentarily so he can wrap his arm around you. "Why did you mention that I was here though?" You're usually not so nosey but based off of their conversation mentioning you seemed out of place.
He laces your fingers and brings them close to your chest like they were once before. "Him and Seokjin want to go out and eat later. He invited all of us to go."
Your brows furrow.
Although that's nice you feel a little bad. No doubt the whole group will go out to eat but you feel like you'll be crashing their get together.
"You shouldn't have said I was here."
"Why not?"
You shrug. "I don't want you guys having to accommodate just because I came over. I'll go home so you can spend some quality time with each other."
Yoongi sits up on one arm and looks over you. "Hey. Look at me."
You turn slightly and lock eyes with him.
"What makes you think the guys wouldn't like having you over? Hm?"
"It's not that it's just..." You sigh. "I don't want them thinking that whenever you guys get together that I'll be there to ruin it."
Yoongi's brows furrow. "Why would you think that? Did any of them make you feel that way? Did I make you feel that way?"
You shake your head. "No." And you're right. None of them made you feel that way but as a newcomer you can't help but to think like that.
It's only been three months since you and Yoongi have been together. That's not enough time between you and his brothers. You'll just be seen as the new clingy girlfriend who's constantly getting in the way whenever the guys want to spend time with each other and you don't want that. You don't want to get in between Yoongi and his loved ones. You're just not that type of person.
Releasing your hand in favor of caressing your cheek Yoongi shakes his head.
"I don't know why you would think that way then. I love you and so do the guys. We would never think you're getting in the way."
You purse your lips but decide not to fight him on this. If there's one thing Yoongi is definitely good at it's making you feel good about yourself. He'll never let you think otherwise.
The two of you go back to watching the movie though you're half paying attention to it.
Despite what Yoongi said you're a little paranoid that the guys will think otherwise about you. You do care about them and you want to maintain the relationship you have with them. When you met them all some time ago you never would have suspected that you would develop the relationship you have with them now.
A little over three months ago you were called in by Bang Sihyuk himself. Your friend worked in the translation department and they needed help with some translations. Specifically Spanish. It's been a while since you last spoke the language but apparently you were needed.
Your friend recommended you to the head of the translation department and they in turn talked about it with Bang Sihyuk. You were brought in and were asked some questions and this was all in hopes for BTS to be provided a translator for some membership content. Apparently they were recording this content in several different languages and needed some help.
Despite not having spoken the language in some time you retained enough of it to be able to help the guys out. Bang Sihyuk offered you a position in BigHit to which you previously denied. You said you would do the job as a favor seeing as you already had a job. You worked in retail and as soul sucking as that job was you couldn't just up and leave when you had responsibilities. He didn't agree with your choice and insisted you join the team. To give you some time to put in your two weeks notice you said fine and so you did exactly that. Still though you had to sign some paperwork that stated you wouldn't speak on anything that happens within HYBE's walls especially when it came to BTS. You signed the papers with no problem and so you started your first day with them shortly after.
When you met the guys you have to admit that you were a little starstruck. Of course you knew who they were prior to getting the job. They're everywhere and in your old workplace their music would play over the radio. You have to admit that you were a fan but more of a casual one so when getting introduced to them you had to learn their names. They were so nice to you. Some were shy while others were a little more bold. You learned who was who and you found yourself growing warm when you shook Yoongi's hand. You immediately took to him but you knew you had a job to do.
You taught them what they had to say in Spanish. Some caught on quick while the others needed a little more practice. Jungkook and Taehyung you recall would call for your attention more while the others would try and practice what you had already given them. You didn't mind helping them because it was your job and you found them to be sweet so it made your job easier.
By the end of the day you managed to grab their attention because for the following days the maknaes, you would come to find out, would come to the translation department looking for you. When you came back to work you were surprised to find this out.
A week later they came back and when they found out you were in the building they scrambled to come see you, but they're not all that greeted you. A bouquet of flowers were delivered to you as well. No one knew who it came from until you opened the card and saw it was from Yoongi. A warm and shy smile graced your face to which Jungkook, Jimin and Taehyung smiled at. They encouraged you to say thank you to Yoongi despite you not knowing where to find him. They said he was more than likely in his studio but you didn't dare leave your department to search him out. It took the three maknaes to go and bring Yoongi down to see you for you to go and thank him. Which you did.
He tried acting cool about it but he couldn't help but to give you a gummy smile that sent your heart through the roof. You're sure you had a dreamy look on your face that you tried your best to hide. It was inappropriate of you to think about something more potentially happening between you and Yoongi. You were technically co-workers and he was leagues beyond you. Just because he sent you flowers didn't mean anything or so you thought. You originally thought he was doing it to be nice to you. A gesture of thanks for helping him and his bandmates out with the translations.
He took to sending you little gifts here and there and went as far as inviting you to having lunch with him whenever he remembered he needed to eat.
Taehyung would whisper little things in your ear about how his hyung definitely liked you but you would brush it aside. That's until your friend that recommended you for the job in the first place said he's never seen Yoongi do this with anyone else as far as he knew. Especially not with anyone in the translation department. The men in your lives were constantly pushing for you to make a move until you bravely asked Yoongi about it all during one of your lunch dates. Bravely yet your heart was beating a mile a minute as your hands shook beneath the table in the HYBE cafΓ©. Yoongi didn't look the least bit surprised but he did give a small laugh as his cheeks flushed pink. He scratched the back of his neck as he looked at you and uttered the words "I was hoping you'd catch on." Your eyes opened wide at that point.
He grew shy then and wondered if you were uncomfortable with his advances. You quelled his concerns immediately and let him know that you were interested in him too. That made his day and in turn made yours as well.
The two of you exchanged contacts which was a surreal experience for you.
When it came to dating it was a little hard. You couldn't risk being caught though Yoongi said he'll deal with the repercussions if you were. You were firm though in doing things the right way. In the end he appreciated where you were coming from and so the two of you would meet in secret. Even in going as far as meeting in each other's places. You've been in his own apartment a handful of times but more often than not you would meet up in the place he shared with the guys. With that being said you ran into the others quite often. If not one or two all of them would be at the dorm. You would be greeted as if you've been friends of theirs for years. It caught you off guard how friendly they all were.
Jungkook would often trail after you like a puppy followed by Taehyung. Hoseok was more reserved and Seokjin and Namjoon would oftentimes engage in some form of conversation with you. All the while Jimin would just stare. It's not like he was always quiet but he just enjoyed staring at you. To be honest it unnerved you a bit but he wasn't hurting you so you never made a complaint about it.
Yoongi had no issue with you engaging with his bandmates. When he wanted alone time with you though he made it clear and despite the small pout from Jungkook you'd go and be alone. What you did during those alone times is between you and him.
Neither you nor Yoongi were new to sex so when it first happened in the privacy of his own apartment it came as no surprise. You never had sex in the dorm as you were too afraid of any of the members hearing you. Yoongi would try and encourage you but if you gave a hard no he was understanding. That's what you liked most of all about him. He listened to you and cared for you. Call it the honeymoon phase but he really had you falling hard for him. Everything about him felt too good to be true. He made no complaints about you either though you encouraged him to speak if you did something he didn't like. He told you you were fine and he also encouraged you to say something if he did something you didn't like. No complaints so far and you liked it.
Despite all of this you always felt nervous around others who meant something to Yoongi. No you haven't met his parents and you actually kind of loathe the idea. Not because you disliked them but because you don't think you could handle their disapproval if they didn't like you.
That was your problem. You always think people wouldn't like you. Even his brothers who have made you feel welcomed. Most of the time you just think they're being nice because you're in front of Yoongi. Though they haven't actually made you feel uncomfortable you can't help but to always wonder the what ifs and that brings you back to now.
You swear some day the guys are going to tell Yoongi that he's been inviting you over to their get togethers too much. That he's been inviting you over to the dorms too much. That's what you think because that's just how your brain works. It's kind of sad really.
You bring your laced fingers up to your lips and kiss his own. You hear him hum behind you as he tugs you closer to his front.
You hope to never come between Yoongi and his loved ones. He means the world to you and the ones you have met because of him have your respect.
When the movie draws to an end Yoongi lets go of your hand to stretch. It's long and loud before he crawls over you to turn the media player off.
"What did you think of it," he asks.
You raise your brows a bit before shrugging. "It was good."
Yoongi sends a frown your way before exiting off of the media player. "Did you not like it?"
It's your turn to frown. "I didn't say I didn't like it."
"You didn't but you seem kind of off."
You shrug again. "I'm fine."
He makes his way back over before climbing on top of you. He has you pinned beneath him and presses a kiss on to your forehead. "Talk to me."
You don't want to because you don't want him thinking you're being annoying about the issue of you potentially ruining his get together with the guys. You wish he'd just let it go but with the way his eyes bore into you you know he's not going to drop this topic of conversation.
You sigh and shake your head. "It's nothing. I just..." You shrug for the third time in such a small amount of time. "I don't know. I'm just worried about us going out to eat with the guys. Specifically me meeting up with them."
Yoongi's frown deepens as his eyes bleed concern. "You're still thinking about that?" He doesn't sound annoyed with you when he says this. "What do I have to do to convince you that they're not going to be upset if they see you? If anything they're going to be really happy. You saw how Jungkook was just an hour ago. They love you. All of them do so please don't worry your pretty head over it."
You pout at him. "It's nothing you can do. It's just my stupid brain trying to convince me otherwise."
"Well tell your brain that I won't let it win the fight. You have nothing to worry about even if it tells you otherwise. I'll make sure of it."
Leaning down he kisses your lips again and again until you can't help but to smile.
"There we go," he proudly states. "I love your smile."
Your skin flushes with heat at his comment and you try to distract yourself when a strand of his long hair slips down the side of his face. Your hand comes up to slide it back behind his ear to which Yoongi leans over and kisses the tip of your nose. Him being so affectionate with you would be considered odd to those who don't know him well. He's very affectionate but keeps it on the low when others are around. You don't mind that if anything you prefer it. So long as he's by your side you'll take him however way.
There's a minor disruption when your phone begins to vibrate. You fish it out of your pocket and see that you're getting a call from an unknown number. Frowning you go to ignore it but Yoongi stops you.
"It's Hoseok. Pick it up."
Your brows raise in surprise. When did he get your number?
Answering the call you put it on speaker. "Hobi?"
"Hey, noona. Are you still with Yoongi?"
"Um yeah. I am."
"Good! Come down and meet us in the lobby. We're about to head out to eat."
"O-Oh. Okay." You look at Yoongi. "We'll be right down."
Hoseok hangs up before you can even think about saying anything else.
Yoongi moves off of you letting you sit up on the couch.
"How did he get my number," you ask. "Did you give it to him?"
Yoongi doesn't look at you until a moment later and it's a neutral look on his face he sends your way. One you've seen on him plenty of times. "I don't know honestly." Pause. "Does it bother you that he has it?"
To be honest no. You're just curious as to how he had gotten it.
You shake your head. "No. Just wondering."
He breaks the look of neutrality with a small smile. "Okay." Stretching he goes and grabs his USB from the computer before shutting it off. "Let's get going."
You follow after him and put on your slippers that were left by the outside of his door.
The warm halls of the building are quiet as the two of you make your way to the elevator. Not a person is in sight but you know the rooms are occupied by many who are working.
Yoongi grabs your hand once you reach the elevators and waits patiently for the doors to open. You squeeze his hand in comfort and smile as he squeezes back.
You love holding his hand and you quickly learned when you first started dating that it's something he enjoys doing. If he's not holding your hand his arm rests protectively around your shoulders.
The elevator doors open for you and your brows raise in silent surprise when you see Taehyung.
"Noona," he says excitedly.
You send a smile his way. "Hi."
You and Yoongi slip in beside him where he goes to stand on your opposite side.
"I didn't know you were here," he says. "Are you coming with us for dinner?"
Your smile grows wider. "I am."
His mouth stretches into a boxy smile that you find yourself so endeared by. Each of the guys have something you're endeared by and tie that in with the fact that they're so sweet - it leaves you feeling warm inside.
"Hobi hyung said we're going to the restaurantΒ that's 20 minutes from here. You know the one, right hyung?"
Yoongi hums a confirmation.
"Have you been there, noona? It's called Eden."
You shake your head no. "I don't think I've ever been there."
Taehyung bumps his elbow into you in excitement. "You'll love it there! They have everything you could ever think of though my favorite to get from them is their jajangmyeon. No one does it as best as they do."
"I'll keep that in mind then," you say.
The elevator goes all the way down to the ground floor and when they open you're greeted by Seokjin and Jungkook.
"Noona!" Jungkook says. You would think after having seen you roughly an hour ago that he wouldn't be as excited to see you again but he is. "Are you ready to go out and eat?"
You can't help but to laugh a little at his enthusiasm.
"Let her change her shoes then we can leave." Seokjin says with a chuckle.
You greet him with a small nod his way that he throws back at you before you head to the cubicles near the garage door next to the lobby to switch your slippers out for your shoes. Yoongi and Taehyung follow after you as they all engage in conversation.
They talk about what they plan on eating among other things. It's when both of your shoes are on do they direct their attention over to you.
"Noona said she's never been to Eden." Taehyung says.
Seokjin raises a brow as the corner of his lips tilt upwards. "I'm sure you'll love it."
Jungkook raises his hand suddenly as he tries to garner your attention. "Can I sit next to you, noona?"
Taehyung sucks his teeth at this all the while sending a pout towards his dongsaeng's way.
You try and ignore it and nod towards Jungkook. "Sure."
His nose scrunches as he smiles in excitement.
Before anything can possibly be said against your word Seokjin butts in. "The rest are waiting in the parking garage. Let's head out."
And you do. Once you're there you spot the rest of the guys who are talking amongst themselves. They don't acknowledge you at first but when they do it's with smiles.
You're still paranoid that they don't actually want you here with them but they don't show it. Especially when Jimin approaches you to give you a hug.
You're engulfed in his embrace but catch eyes with Hoseok who's smiling wide.
"I'm happy to know you'll be coming with us. It's been a minute since I last saw you."
He's right. You've all been pretty busy especially the guys as they've been working hard on their music.
"Yeah." Namjoon says. "Jimin was just telling us that you weren't at work these past few days. Everything good?"
"Oh." Is all you can say in response. "Were you looking for me?"
Jimin curls into your side where your hand still sticks to Yoongi's. He curls his arm around you and brings you in tighter to him while your arm is stretched behind him where both yours and Yoongi's hands hold on tight.
"I was wondering where you've been. Jisuk ssi said you had some time off." Jimin pouts. "I missed you."
Jisuk is the friend who recommended you for the job. He hardly talks to the guys because his job doesn't require him to talk to them personally but ever since you started working here they've communicated a bit.
A smile seems to always be plastered on your face when you're around the members. "I missed you too." Jimin has that shy smile that he switches for a more serious look but it doesn't last long when he locks eyes with you.
A series of vans drive up near you guys and you note that it must be their personal drivers.
"Alright." Namjoon says. "Everyone is here so let's go."
When it comes to food Namjoon doesn't play around. Once it's time to eat he's ready to go so you all enter the vans accordingly.
"I'm sitting with noona!" Jimin says and it makes Taehyung whine.
"I already said I'll be sitting with her and she said yes." Jungkook is quick to correct.
Seokjin huffs a laugh. "You mean for the restaurant. She said yes to you sitting next to her in the restaurant not the car."
Jungkook's face morphs into one of confusion then a pout that mirrors Taehyung's.
Smirking Jimin giggles before hopping into the van you and Yoongi take. He sits in the back while Yoongi and you take the two separate seats in the middle.
"So how have you been?" Jimin asks the moment the door is closed.
You shrug. "I've been fine. Just enjoying my time off."
"When will you be back?"
"This Monday for sure."
His eyes turn into half moons when he smiles. "Good. It's been boring without you."
You give a small laugh. "How's recording been?"
His face lights up at the topic. "It's been going well. Yesterday was not so good but I did better today. I can't wait for you to hear what we have."
"I'm sure I'll love it," you say. "I love anything you guys do."
His cheeks blush pink at the compliment.
Yoongi hums. "Remind me to have you listen to one of the completed tracks we have. I think it's right up your alley of preferences."
Your eyes widen a bit. "Are you sure?"
He doesn't look your way but he nods. "Why not?"
"I just didn't think you'd want to trust me with something like that so soon into our relationship."
Frowning he looks at you and reaches out a hand for you to take. "Of course I trust you. If I didn't I wouldn't bother being with you."
"Hyung is right." Jimin adds on. "I trust you too."
You don't know why but them saying this really warms your heart. To be so trusted by two respectable people about their sacred work that's yet to be heard by ARMYs around the world - it does something to you.
When the two men see you smile they smile back.
All of you arrive at the restaurant with the drivers lining up at the curb upfront. It looks pretty big and stands out on the street it's located on.
Each one of you hop out of the vans and almost immediately Jungkook is by your side. You huff a laugh as you all quickly make your way inside.
You figure the workers are familiar with the guys by now because once they see them they usher you all towards the back that's sectioned off from prying eyes. Taking your seats you're caught in between Yoongi and Jungkook with Namjoon on Yoongi's other side and the rest of the guys across from you. Taehyung insists on sitting directly in front of you though and gives you a wide smile when he catches your eyes on him.
Menus are being passed around now and you grab yours when Yoongi presents it.
"Get whatever you want. I'll pay for it."
Your brows draw together in confusion. "No it's okay. I can pay for myself."
Without hesitation he shoots you down. "Don't worry about it."
You would fight him on this but when he turns his head to look at you he has a brow raised as if he's daring you to try.
You huff a sigh. "Fine."
Taking the time to look at the menu you slowly begin to figure out what it is you want. The guys seem to already know what they want because they barely skim through the menu before settling it down onto the table.
To your right, Jungkook leans over to see what you're looking at.
"Do you have an idea of what you want," he asks.
"You should get the jajangmyeon I mentioned earlier." Taehyung says.
It does sound good so you nod your head in agreement. "I just might do that then."
A boxy smile takes over his lips as his shoulders come up to his ears.
A worker comes over shortly after and takes your orders all the while promising to bring your drinks soon after. The seven men around you then take the time to converse with one another as you look up towards the TV mounted up on the wall to see what's on. It's a random movie you don't know about but it catches your attention for a bit.
After a little while you sense someone staring at you and from the corner of your eye you see who it is. Looking over you catch Jungkook who smiles at you prettily.
"You good," you ask.
He nods his head. "Just missed you."
You laugh a little. "It's not like I've been gone from work that long."
"But still. I don't even have your number so I can't talk to you."
You're reminded by the fact that Hoseok has it though you never gave it to him. You won't bother in asking him now in front of everybody but maybe some day you will. Just out of curiosity.
Outside of that you never bothered in exchanging numbers besides with Yoongi because you don't want to go out of your way and assume you mean enough to the guys to do so, but with the way Jungkook looks at you you suspect he might want to.
"Do you want to exchange phone numbers?"
His eyes light up. "Yes! Yeah we should."
You reach for your phone that's in your pocket and give it to him after unlocking it.
He's quick to take it and enter his contact information. He doesn't say a word as he does this but you can't help but to find amusement in the way Jungkook hurriedly types. After a second he gives you back your phone and you look to see he has messages open. You see that he's sent himself a text. A purple heart to match the one he put in his contact name along with the nickname Tokki.
"You can text me whenever, noona. I'll answer right away."
"You can't even bother in answering our group chat."
Your attention is drawn over to Seokjin who scoffs at the youngest.
Jungkook shrugs. "I see you guys all the time."
"But would it kill you to say "Yes hyung. I see. I understand" when we send messages?"
You're a little caught off guard by the squabble that's started but Seokjin doesn't look upset he's just the slightest bit annoyed. There's a smile on his face though as he grills the maknae.
"So what then? I have to be a pretty girl just to get a text back from you?"
The waiter is back and begins to hand out your drinks. Jungkook brings his to his lips once he gets his hands on it. You think he might be ignoring his hyung but once his thirst is quenched he gives Seokjin a weird look.
"You wouldn't make a pretty girl."
Seokjin sits up with wide eyes and an affronted look. "Ya! I'll have you know I would make the prettiest girl out of all of us."
You laugh at his reaction and Jungkook comes tumbling right after you with one of his own.
"I'm serious! Y/N." Seokjin calls out to you. "Wouldn't I make a pretty girl?"
You smile at him and nod. "Yes you would make a pretty girl."
He gives Jungkook a look that screams "I told you so" before taking a sip of his drink.
"She's just saying that because you put her on the spot." Jimin chimes in.
"Jimin," Seokjin starts. "No one asked."
The other youngest of the group just giggles before directing his attention over to you. "All this talk about who would make a pretty girl when we have one right here."
Your face flushes with heat and it forces your brain to stutter.
What do you even say to that? You look over to Yoongi who when he locks eyes with you he gives you a small smile. He doesn't seem perturbed by what his brother said and you guess you shouldn't find it weird either. Jimin is just complimenting you. Still you awkwardly laugh because compliments do catch you off guard so you try to brush it off.
"You're being too nice."
Leaning forward to rest his arm on the table Jimin gives you a look that's hard to decipher.
"But you are pretty," he says.
You purse your lips as you swirl your drink with the straw.
"Y/N gets shy when you tell her these things." Yoongi says.
He's not wrong. Even when he does it you find yourself looking away in shyness and it's not like you consider yourself to be unattractive. That's not it at all. You just have a hard time computing what's been said to you. It's just the way you are and you're not ungrateful either. Far from it.
You clear your throat and shrug as you eye your drink. "It is what it is."
There's a momentary pause from everyone until it's broken by a soft spoken word.
"Cute."
You look up to see Hoseok whose lips are curled up in a small smile.
Looking away shyly you continue to stir your drink.
"Oh, Hoba." Yoongi grabs his brother's attention. "Here's what you needed." He pulls out his USB and slides it across the table to him.
Hoseok catches it with ease and sends him a thanks before pocketing it. "I'll be sure to send it back your way once I'm done."
Yoongi nods before leaning back in his seat.
Just when you think the table will grow quiet Jungkook speaks up.
"When do you think you'll come back to the dorm, noona?"
Your ears perk up slightly at the question. "Some day maybe. I don't know."
He leans closer into your side. "It's been a little while since you've last been over."
"Yoongi hyung has been keeping you all to himself as of late." Taehyung chimes in.
The hyung in question is put on the spot as everyone looks his way where he merely shrugs in response.
You rest a hand on his jogger clad leg and give him a squeeze. He looks at you with the edges of his lips quirking up before resting an arm around the back of your chair.
"It'll be nice if you come back over." Namjoon says. "Like Jungkook said, it's been a while."
"If you're all okay with it then maybe yeah," you say.
"Of course we'll be okay with it."
You look at Seokjin as he speaks.
"We'll never not want you over."
How sweet is all you can think. Despite your worries they always try to make you feel welcomed.
You cross your arms over the table and lean a little forward.
"We plan on having a movie night next Saturday. You should come over then." Hoseok says. "I'm sure Yoongi wouldn't mind you spending some time with us. Right, hyung?"
Your attention is drawn over to your boyfriend for a moment to see the way he nods in your direction. "I'll pick you up."
"Okay." You smile.
Your nerves slowly begin to dissipate with how nice everyone is being. Even with having known them for a few months now you always suspect the worst.
You feel a slight amount of pressure against your finger tips and when you look you see Jungkook's fingers pressing into your own. He plays with your digits idly and you don't react much because he does this from time to time. It's not something that bothers you. You've come to learn some of the members are fond of skinship. Yoongi of course being one of them. Jungkook's touches have always been innocent though so you let him play with your fingers or strands of your hair. It depends on what's going on in his mind. For instance, the thing with your fingers is just that he wants to be close to you and your hair is because he's looking for attention.
When he first did that to you you were a little confused but not uncomfortable. You asked him if he was okay and he simply nodded. It was actually Yoongi who had to say something about it because Jungkook never did. He told you that that's just the maknae's way of showing affection, but if you didn't like it he'll be sure to let him know. You said you were fine with it and left it at that.
Pressing your fingers into Jungkook's you let him know that you acknowledge him before letting him do what he wants.
Jimin and Taehyung also have their ways of trying to garner your attention when it's on something or someone else. Gluing themselves to your side with Taehyung starting up some of the most random conversations. It could consist of your day or the weather - whatever it may be he'll talk about it. The others engage in conversation as well but silence is also there but not uncomfortably so. Especially with Yoongi. Simply existing with him is enough for you.
Despite your troubled mind you enjoy being with the guys and you hope the feeling is mutual. Seven angels who go out of their way to help others out. They have a lot of love to give and you can't imagine that they'll be single for long. It's not any of your business but they were comfortable enough to tell you about their lack of relationships and you know the day they find someone for themselves the people they end up with will be lucky to have them and that's the absolute truth. That and they told you to drop the honorifics when it came to them. You didn't dare to in the beginning but slowly you dropped them little by little despite the younger ones still calling you noona.
Meeting the seven of them you feel like it was a blessing of sorts. You're happy to have met them despite not knowing them entirely. There's still much for you to learn and so much for them to learn about you. When the time comes for that you'll have that conversation but for now you'll try and enjoy yourself with them. It's all you could really do now.










