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I don’t think it’s selfish at all. My sister wanted to keep her pregnancy a secret from everyone outside of the family but she kind of just gave in eventually. Aw, well he sounds like a cool little dude.

You don't? I mean, I - I did mine secret because I just didn't want people giving me - or his dad - shit for it. He's pretty cool. Very adorable. Professional walker and he's pretty good at talking. He can't say too much, but he says quite a lot. The hardest part is potty training.

I really had no clue. How old is Jace?

Yeah, I didn't really want people to know.. but then I realized how selfish that was, you know? God, that was so shitty of me. Anyways, he's 1 year and 4 months, or 16 months.

You have a kid?

His name's Jace. You wouldn't have guessed, right?

"Who’s in the band?"

"Me, you, Chase, and Alex. And then we also need a drummer."

I think that’s a great idea. We’re going to have the coolest band in town.

Right? I'm so excited. I'll send out a few tweets about a drummer, and print out some flyers.

There has to be someone in our school that knows how to play drums. We just have to find that person.

We could always make flyers with those little rip off tabs with numbers on them.

"Hm, I think two girl singers would be good for some Indie Pop, but a guy singer wouldn’t hurt."

"Yeah, that's what I was thinkin', D. I'm not sure what genre we're going with, I figured all of us could sit down and decide together, as a band and all."

I’ve never been in a relationship so I can’t write break up songs. Yeah, that’s a good idea.

You know how me and Ryan are, since he's all I ever talk about. Him and Jace are the only boys in my life. Yeah, and we'll do the band name too, and practice times and shit. I'm so excited!

Does this mean I just made the cut?

Yep! So far, its you, Deana Clarke, and Alex Steele, I believe. Now all we need is a drummer.

I’ve written songs, but they’re mainly like folk country, love songs. I’ll go with whatever you want, love.

I've written a few, but they're like, love songs. Mushy shit, break up shit, you know. More Taylor Swift type of stuff. I feel like we'll take a band vote on what we should play when it comes to a meeting. And we'll name the band then too? I've already come up with two possible names.

Well so far I’ve learned How To Love by Lil Wayne and Amnesia by 5 Seconds of Summer and that’s about it.

I love both of those songs. God, we're covering both of those, or at least Amnesia. Like, covers before we begin to write stuff.

I can sing back-up too, I’ll use the school’s Bass Guitar. I can also play Harmonica if you want to go a little Bob Dylan or Bruce Springsteen sounding.

Great! Hmm.. I dunno how I even wanna sound. That probably sounds dumb, but I either wanna be Indie, Indie Pop, or Pop itself. Or maybe indie versions of pop songs. Like for covers, before we start writing our own stuff.