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I never blame, I never did but I wish you finally live the life you deserve.

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​I am learning the cartography of old bruises. We are told not to disturb the soil of what broke us, but how else do we find the seeds? Perhaps I was never a victim of the storm, but the lighthouse that stayed lit while the ships chose to crash anyway. My ribs are no longer a harbor for those who refuse to sail. I am becoming a fortress built from the very stones they threw a resilience that does not require a second drowning. Let the world be strange; I will hold my breath until I find a sky that deserves my lungs.

​Nothing grows in a stagnant soul. You remain in a cycle of destruction, waiting for a savior who will never arrive. My heart is fractured today, yet my capacity to love remains intact. You didn’t choose me, but you don't get to erase me. The void in your heart is now your own to keep; consider this my parting gift. You were a chapter I wrote with care, but I was just a blank page you shredded with your bare hands. Now, my world is in chaos, yet I stand perfectly still,like a man struck by lightning, frozen in the flash.