daisy baby

That next morning, as I was getting dressed, I overheard my two younger sisters fighting and teasing each other. My.. mom never let them argue for to long. But, since she’s gone now I realized I was their mother figure. Their big sister.. I have been setting such a bad example for them. I needed to take charge.. Sure, I wasn’t happy yet either.. but I had to try my best.

Elizabeth: What’s going on down here?!

Autumn: Noella won’t stop begging me to play with her, and now she’s pulling my hair, following me everywhere, WON’T LEAVE ME ALONE!! She’s so annoying!!

Noella: oh yeuh?! well you won lisen to me! 

Elizabeth: GUYS! Listen to me.. okay? Autumn.. maybe you could play with her for just a little bit.. and Noella, maybe set up a time where you two can play so you don’t have to keep following her around until she agrees to play with you. There’s no need to fight over your little sister wanting to spend time with you.. 

Autumn: Ya, I know.. but I wish Dad would play with her sometimes... so I could actually relax..

Elizabeth: I know.. but he’s trying his best, okay? This is a hard thing for all of us to go through.. eventually we’ll be back to normal, but for now.. we need to stick together. Try not to fight, okay? We need to try and be positive.. Deal?

Noella: eel!

Autumn: Deal.

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name: Here’s a hint.. my name actually isn’t Daisy lol nickname(s): Ehh don’t really have any gender: female sign: aries (but i don’t really act like one a lot) height: barely 5ft  time: 7:59pm favorite bands: I like AJR favorite solo artists: Billie Eilish is my favorite right now! song stuck in my head: when the parties over by Billie Eilish last movie i watched: uhm.. maybe To all The Boys I Loved Before last show i watched: Good Witch when did i create this blog: Maybe the beginning of August/July what do i post: sims stories! what did i last google: ‘justin bieber burrito’ lol other blogs: @cupidella for cc i make :) do i get asks: nope, but I’d love to! why did i choose this url: it sounded cute, looked nice, and it flows! following: 226 followers: 110  average hours of sleep: 7-8? lucky number: I don’t really have one tbh instrument: I have a ukulele but don’t really play it :( what am i wearing: sweat pants & a t-shirt dream job: maybe like an interior designer or photographer favorite food: PANDA EXPRESS & SMOOTHIES last book i read: Twilight: New Moon 3 favorite fandoms: what is fandom how to fandom

Later that evening when Phil came home from work...

Phil: So.. how was school, pumpkin? Nice kids? Good teachers? Did Casey show you around?

Elizabeth: Ya, I mean it was school Dad. Really big and fancy highschool though.

Phil: Good.. I’m glad to hear..

*awkward silence*

Phil: How are you doing? Since... your mother.. you know..

Elizabeth: Dad, do we have to talk about this? Because honestly I haven’t felt this empty in a long time. The only time I feel okay is when I’m anywhere but home..

Phil: Oh - uhm... I’m sorry you feel that way.. Even though we moved.. you still don’t feel comfortable here?

On their way home, Casey introduced Elizabeth to his other friend, Alexia

Casey: Alright Alexia, this is my best friend, Elizabeth. She’s pretty nervous, *laughs* you should have seen her earlier, she was so sweaty that-

*Elizabeth stomped down on his foot*

Casey: I mean uhm.. ya.. Alex, Beth. Beth, Alex.

Alexia: Woww, I finally get to meet the girl he’s LITERALLY ALWAYS talking about.. she’s just as beautiful as you described!!

Elizabeth: Oh? He says I’m beautiful? And talks about me.. how sweet.

*Casey blushes*

Alexia: Nice to meet you! So you play Guitar?

Elizabeth: You too! Yea! I am looking to start a band.. well I was going to, but then we moved back here.. it’s fine though. I just need to find 2 friends who happen to play drums & sing. How hard could that be? :/

Alexia: Well, you got a drummer! And a friend!

At last, the school day was over. Elizabeth & Casey met outside the school, to walk home together. Elizabeth’s day was pretty standard.. besides the.. you know falling off a school ladder and being caught by someone who makes you turn red..

Elizabeth: *places hands around his eyes* guess who it is!!

Casey: Hmm.. Is it Ariana Grande??

Elizabeth: *Laughs* I wish! 

Casey: Sooo how was your day, Beth? Was it as.. dreaded as you thought it would be? Did.. oh! Did you get into a fight? Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend already? Did you start a food fight at lunch?!?!

Elizabeth: Alright.. Alright.. I guess I was a bit dramatic this morning.. but no it was fine.. I mean I fell off a ladder.. but something embarrassing was bound to happen. It is me we’re talking about..

Casey: Oh geez! Are you okay? Did you hurt yourself?!

I thought about how I felt when I looked up and saw who caught me.. even thinking about it made me feel... funny. I didn’t want to talk about it with Casey. I never really tell anybody how I feel..

Elizabeth: Uhm.. no. Lucky my backpack was able to catch me so I’m fine.

I was going down.. down.. down.. I closed my eyes, preparing to fall down and make a scene in front of the entire library. But.. I felt a strong grasp around me.. very delicate, yet protective. I looked up.. and saw it was the boy who was helping me. I felt my cheeks go red.. 

Dominic: Hi.. I’m Dominic, but you can call me Dom.

Elizabeth: ... *say something you idiot!!* Hi

Dominic: You alright? Do you need me to take you to the nurse or anything..?

Elizabeth: no.. no.. I’m fine.. Thank you. 

Dominic: And you are?

Elizabeth: Elizabeth.. but you can call me Beth :)

Elizabeth already had some reading homework from language arts, so during her off period she decided to go to the library to find herself some books.

Elizabeth: *sighs* where am I going to find a book about 1765? How do people even know what happened back then?!

???: Looking for the book for language arts?

Elizabeth: Yea, actually I am! Happen to know where I can find the it?

???: Yep! It’s a blue soft cover, right up there to your right! Careful though, it’s quite a reach for you.

Elizabeth: For me? What’s that supposed to mean? Thanks anyways, whatever your name is. 

Finally, someone I actually wanted to talk to... this is Casey Robins, my best friend. We’ve been friends since I can remember.. but when we went to different highschools for freshman year, we kind of lost our connection.. so now that I’ve moved back to Rosebud Drive, we can finally go to school together again. He’s the only who between us who’s super excited for our ‘senior year’ together.. Ever since it happened, he’s calmed me down.. and just literally always been there.

Casey: So, you excited for your first day of school, Miss Beth?

Elizabeth: Please tell me teachers aren’t going to be calling me ms. Fields or ms. Beth... Also no, I’m quite horrified honestly. I just want to walk in, and walk out. Not mess with the ecosystem of teenage cliches.

Casey: *laughs* no, don’t worry this school isn’t that fancy. You’ll fit right in..Don’t even worry! You’re going to be just fine, okay? Trust me.

Elizabeth: Okay..okay. Just promise me you won’t ditch me?

Casey: I promise.

After I had gotten ready.. I headed downstairs. Prepared for any awkward conversations that might occur. Ever since it happened.. things just feel so forced between our family.. Dad tries his best though. Family game nights, buying himself some cook books.. anything he can just to make things... feel normal again. As for myself though, sure, I’m still Elizabeth Fields.. but I don’t think I will ever be who I used to be.

Phil: Good morning, my little ray of sunshine!

Elizabeth: Hi.. Dad.

Phil: I made you some breakfast, already on the table! Got to start off the school day right.

Elizabeth: uhm,  that’s okay Dad. I’m not really that hungry, if I’m being honest.

Phil: Oh? but you didn’t eat dinner last night either? I even made your favorite french toast this morning.. With blueberries.. Just as you like it.

Elizabeth: No thanks. Those aren’t my favorites anymore.

Phil: Oh.. well um alright dear.. Your lunchbag is over on that counter.

Elizabeth: I’ll just buy lunch at school, Dad. Anyways, Casey’s at the door so I’ll see you after school, okay? 

August 6th, 2018

    I was alone.. surrounded by the only things that truly mattered to me. My best friends, and my guitar. There was no one in sight who made me feel like I was worthless, like.. I was never good enough. They were all out of my life. For once I actually saw myself smiling and.. happy. My music career had taken off - I had written two albums, (both were bestsellers) and, people were actually interested in how I was doing. People wouldn’t just look past me, like I was invisible. I was.. there. In the moment. Happy.

Then, my alarm went off.