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We don't know eachother and we probably never will. You get to know my thoughts, the ones I tell you when you decide to read my blog, but no more. You will never know who I am and how I am and I will never know these things about you. This is sad, isn't it? My name is Sarah, I'm 21 years old. I have brown hair and brown eyes. I have a boyfriend who I love so deeply and so much more than just to the moon and back. - I'm scared of the death and I'm scared of life. I miss fastly and I cannot let go and sometimes I talk for hours about things nobody is interested in. I'm always the person who has to walk behind the group if the path is too narrow for everyone. I often sit at home alone. I like to be alone but loneliness kills me. I can be simple but also extremely complicated. And I can never make new friends let alone keep the friendships I have right now. I love my life and I love my best friend and breakfast and snowflakes and warm summerbreezes and the smell of the forest floor. I'm not where I'm supposed to be, I'm constantly having wanderlust and nostalgia, which somehow leads to the same thing. I think I'm on my way home. I know how it is to do self-harm and I know how it feels to lose somebody you love. I know the feeling when your heart breaks. I'm one person among 7 billion. I want to change the world but I know that the only thing I could ever change is my own little world. I hope that things never get bad again, i hope that I will always be as happy as I am right now and that I won't regret a thing. That is my aim. And what is yours?