K A L A W A K A N

since the mainstream social media is overwhelming me, i want to slow down by going back to where i usually find my peace...tumblr. that's it for now, a lot happened since my last post here, i wonder how my tumblr friends are doing now. signing back in,

yung totoo... It matters talaga eh. It will and i think it should. If people criticize you, call you names, degrade you or say shitty things about u...it will affect you and your feelings to yourself. You question yourself and think low of yourself. Parang tanga lang, nasasaktan talaga tayo noh. Ano ka pader?! Ganyan ka katigas, banggain mo nga yang pader ng malaman mo. You cant stop people din eh, in saying things na sobrang sakit. It hurts to get insulted, it hurts of course. Lalo na kung totoo naman? Siguro kung hindi, it wont hurt that much but it will affect you. Kahit sabihin mo pa na "suuuuus, wala lang yun." but somewhere in your heart masakit ng onti. It should strike you hard to improve and it should be taken as a challenge. Kung sobra na talaga, yung tipong klarong klaro naman na you did your best tas iinsultuhin ka pa rin abay suntukin mo't malaman niya. Kala guro nila madali, kala guro nila hindi ka nagsumikap. Di ka naman nila kilala bat sila nanghuhusga. Tanungin mo nga sila, ano ba alam nila? Sino ba sila? Nang malaman nila, yung pinagsasabi nila di nakakatulong. And yeah, kung wala naman kayong matutulong shat ap nalang. Hindi yung la na nga kayong matutulong hinuhusgahan niyo pa yung tao halata namang nagsusumikap silang magbago, di para sa inyo syempre pero para sa sarili namin. You cant easily ignore judgmental people, but they shouldnt stop you either.

Actual images of me, halftime and not liking it.