Anger Unleashed

More to come

Also, in regards to you dropping out, you and she have been together over 2 years and she has progressed while you have stayed put. She’s going to get tired of how lack of inhibition to grow. How many times do you think she’s going to believe you have picked up a driver handbook with the intention of learning before she thinks you are lying?

“I don’t see how she doesn’t see it....that maybe she’s the one causing the problems. That maybe her selfish attitude is not what is going to be best for either relationship.” Sun, June 18, 2017

but every other time she and he are together, he offers to leave you for her happiness. He had your name open and ready to call the Sunday he mentioned leaving her. He said he’d call you and break up with you that very second. He is monogamous, you are expendable.

but I know better.

We know one day you both are going to make her choose. Know that she will turn to us and ask for our opinions. Know that I am not going to vote for you.

I’m a reciprocator - meaning over time I start to feel what others feel toward me. I can refuse it or ignore it like I have with a few people. Then with you I accepted it because I thought you cared enough for me after all these years. The day I was completely open to you, you were blind by false words from him. I tried a few more times to show my affection that you had said you had for me and had apparently hoped for, but it was to no avail. I gave up trying to show you my grown romantic feelings. I gave up somewhere after there that you would be my business partner. Your dreams were not anywhere close to mine and I knew I had to find someone with goals and dreams closer to my own. I gave up on our restaurant. Then I just tried to spend time with you as the friend I was before feelings. But you were always with him. You’d invite me out and then if I wasn’t immediate with my answer, the plans were with him and I could “join both of you.” I realized joining both of you was always a thing when you had a male partner. I was the dream threesome girl for you and your partner at the time. I felt like just another sex toy you could grab from a sex shop. I confronted you both that it hurt me. He apologized and you refused to accept it. I then gave up trying to confide in you. You stopped talking to me, but I knew you had been keeping contact with him. I felt forgotten. You stopped telling me when you were visiting. You had been down here for months and barely a word came from you until the last few days where you sent me a message saying you were “sorry for not spending time with me.” I couldn’t respond, I was so mixed with emotions of hurt, anger, jealousy, and something like betrayal. I gave up on the idea that I’d be a choice to hang out with. I then had a small revelation. You have a lot of family and they will most likely want all your time. You are more connected to your family than I am mine. I forgave you for not trying to see me as much then. Then he left you. He chose another woman over you. Yet you still tried to see him more than your friends. You apparently still tried to see him any second you got. You had posted that you had all this time and tried to see him but he ignored you. I had already by then given up on trying to see you without your invite because I had assumed you were constantly busy with family like I had thought before. You had shown me I was wrong. You had a vehicle to visit me. You could have bused to visit me. You could have picked up your phone and called me instead of him on one of those free times and I would have run to see you. I was forgotten. I no longer forgave you. I gave up on thinking you were my best friend. Today I completely give up. I completely give up and I should have a long time ago. I forgave you once because I thought you needed to focus on your family. Somehow then I had forgotten that you had once considered me a sister. Maybe it’s because you stopped treating me like one. I don’t want you to apologize. I don’t want you to message me and try to pretend you are still my best friend. I just want you to know you hurt me and have lost me. Posting this is my closure. Posting this will help me move on.

I ask for a ride to save up on bus money and you whip your dick out while driving and start to pleasure yourself. You are fucking disgusting. Your other friend is in need because her partner is threatening her and her baby and you try to get laid while being there. Fucking disgusting. You care about no one but yourself.

Women will fall for you, but they’ll leave just like she did after they see your true colors. Hopefully, they’ll convince you to move in with them before they see the real you. That way you are gone from my life and my home.

there is so much rage that needs to be let out. Deciding where to start might be the hardest part. Writing here is our sanctuary, a place to hide it all and not let the fire burn us alive. Let’s begin...

You are such an ungrateful piece of shit and you make her feel like shit because she doesn't give you all that you ask for. If you are so unhappy here then just fucking leave. No one is forcing you to stay here.

You killed her self esteem. We knew that already. That piece of what you destroyed in her was visual. Everyone saw the light in her die while she was with you. They see the sadness and pain in her eyes when they used to see a smile and confidence in her smile. Then you actually almost killed her. Your words that made her hate the monster inside her. Your words that echoed didn't only kill your Patience made for you, but most of what was of Fawn. She wanted to forget you. She wanted to forget the pain you put her through, but when she was at the drink she stayed and let it take her. You took her will to live and she found comfort in the idea of dying. Now she is back and learning to feel again. Now we have found that the damage was more than we believed... She worked so hard to please you. All she wanted was to make you happy. She changed so much about herself, took so much abuse from you. She had never tried as hard as she had tried with you. I'm surprised it took her so long to give up on the mess you both had called a relationship. She felt so much for you. Now feelings are a barrier. What used to be a wide range of emotions that would over flow and engulf her, now she can only wade in hip deep. She used to love to swim in it and get caught in the tide, and now there is something there that keeps her from it - an outside force that almost seems afraid that this Siren will drown. It doesn't only affect her, the new girl tries as well to feel as much as she can but cannot seem to get past this invisible wall that keeps her from being able to dive in head first. Where is this damage? Is it in her head, her mind, her heart? Can this wall be broken down and the comfort of feeling come back like the confidence she has slowly been teaching herself to have once again? We don't want your presence to linger in us any longer. We don't want you to hinder us anymore. You have no power over us anymore, now if only your words would disappear.

You could always leave. You're causing more trouble than good lately and we wouldn't mind the extra bed space. Take the idiot with you.

is it worth losing a relationship over a game? No But it is worth losing the relationship because they refuse to grow up.

You technically don't even know him. Fawn didn't know him either. She realized that before she left. The past once haunted you in  your dreams, specifically things involving him. Do you want to go back to those dreams? Stay away from him. Don't talk to him. Don't trust him.

Stay away from those boys.